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*she's playing around on her keyboard again. And while she plays things that sound vaguely Emilie Autumn-ish, Epica-ish, and even growls a little, this is what she ends up playing*

Bow down before the one you serve.
You're going to get what you deserve.
Bow down before the one you serve.
You're going to get what you deserve.

God money I'll do anything for you.
God money just tell me what you want me to.
God money nail me up against the wall.
God money don't want everything he wants it all.

No you can't take it
No you can't take it
No you can't take that away from me
No you can't take it
No you can't take it
No you can't take that away from me

Head like a hole.
Black as your soul.
I'd rather die than give you control.
Head like a hole.
Black as your soul.
I'd rather die than give you control.

Bow down before the one you serve.
You're going to get what you deserve.
Bow down before the one you serve.
You're going to get what you deserve.

God money's not looking for the cure.
God money's not concerned with the sick among the pure.
God money let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised.
God money's not one to choose
No you can't take it
No you can't take it
No you can't take that away from me
No you can't take it
No you can't take it
No you can't take that away from me

Head like a hole.
Black as your soul.
I'd rather die than give you control.
Head like a hole.
Black as your soul.
I'd rather die than give you control.

Bow down before the one you serve.
You're going to get what you deserve.
Bow down before the one you serve.
You're going to get what you deserve.

Bow down before the one you serve.
You're going to get what you deserve.
Bow down before the one you serve.
You're going to get what you deserve.

Head like a hole.
Black as your soul.
I'd rather die than give you control.
Head like a hole.
Black as your soul.
I'd rather die than give you control.

Bow down before the one you serve.
You're going to get what you deserve.
Bow down before the one you serve.
You're going to get what you deserve.

You know who you are.

((See porn. Porn Luke and Ana, porn!))

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I just wanted to know if being pretty is bad... You don't have to get mad at me for it.

Stop and think, okay?

I know... I'm sorry for being rude... I just really wanted to know.

... it isn't bad. But things can happen.

...Thanks.

...Why wouldn't you be able to have a baby?

Because I was really fucking young when I had one. It... messed up things in me.

[is silent for a moment]

...How young...?

Thirteen.

...Oh.

...And... It messed you up really bad? Forever?

I was told in ten years Luke and I have a kid, but... I wouldn't doubt it was divine intervention and I had miscarriages before that.

Does it do that to everyone...?

... usually. Body says it can handle a kid at thirteen, but when it does get pregnant, it's just not mature enough.

What about twelve?

If your body isn't grown enough at thirteen, I don't think twelve will be different. Maybe... even worse.

...Would they die...?

... possibly. She didn't, but... fuck if I could take care of her.

...What about the girl? If she was younger than thirteen... Would she die?

Depends on the medical community she's in. Good place with good doctors... no. Slums? I won't put money on it.

...Here?

Kid, are you pregnant?

...Why?

Cut the shit.

...It's not shit... I really want to know...

You're dancing around it. You're asking me questions as if you were pregnant and you're afraid. So cut the shit and tell me the truth.

I don't want to be... I didn't tell anyone, Luke found out on her own and Guy told Luke and I can't tell you...