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[ absently writing something down, noting something from a book. he's also absently chewing on his left hand. his knuckles are bleeding, btw ]

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[ "Bullshit." ]

It's true. I'm a filthy monster.

[ "You gave me hope. You help the children around here, talk with friends, and are not a monster." ]

...

I've raped an Asch, attacked people, ruined relationships, and I need to live off others. That sounds like a monster.

[ makes a silent snarling motion. "We all attack and need to live off others." ]

Not everyone. There are those here who don't. Asch doesn't.

[ "No. We can't do everything by ourselves. What we can't do, we live off what others can." ]

...but they can do so without hurting those they use. That's the difference.

[ "Then you haven't paid attention." ]

Why do you say that?

[ "Eat a steak. You've hurt a cow. Eat a fruit. You've hurt a plant. Argue with someone. You've hurt their feelings. Fall in love. You hurt yourself." ]

....you make it sound like life is only about being hurt. You can't hurt anyone if you aren't here.

[ "You also can't taste that steak or that fruit or kiss your love." ]

That is true. I only want to be allowed to touch him again.

[ "Then stop thinking that you're worthless." ]

...it's not so easy when he's the one who said it.

[ "Have you ever said things you regret when you're angry?" ]

Sometimes. But to say it again and again...?

[ shakes him ]

H-hey!

[ shakes his head, glaring at Luke ]

...alright already, I get it. I'll try not to think that way.

[ slowly lets him go ]

You can be pretty scary when you want to be.

[ looks away, lips curled in some kind of twisted humor ]