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Luke? Asch? I have a question.

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[fononfailure]

Perhaps we are.

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...When he's older is he going to turn into a girl? And then I'll get him pregnant?

[fononfailure]

W..what? Where in the world did you?? Why would you even...?!

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

Well, you turned into a girl and then Asch got you pregnant...

[fononfailure]

*oh asdhfjjkal.* That.. is because of what we went through. Because of our lack of knowledge. Things probably wouldn't happen the same way for you.

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...Oh.

...That's good. I don't want to hurt him.

[fononfailure]

I can't imagine you ever having to hurt him.

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But it hurts.

[fononfailure]

Not always.

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...Really?

[fononfailure]

Really. If both people are old enough for it and willing, then it can be wonderful. *can not believe she is having this talk.*

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...For both people?

[fononfailure]

For both. Neither Asch nor I would do that together if we both didn't enjoy it.

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...But it only feels good if you want it?

[fononfailure]

...even if it feels good physically, if you don't want it, it will hurt you mentally.

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But it doesn't just feel good because someone says it should.

[fononfailure]

No. Just having someone say you should like it doesn't change whether it actually does or not.

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...So... There's not something wrong with me?

[fononfailure]

Of course not. What you felt was perfectly normal..

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...That's not what he said. He was wrong about a lot of things.

[fononfailure]

Yes, he was. There were many things that he thought was right while they weren't.

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...I think some things he said were just lies. He knew they were wrong...

[fononfailure]

Mmhmm. He said whatever he had to in order to get the results he wanted.

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...

...I don't like him.

[fononfailure]

*draws him into a hug.* I don't either.