http://replicaberry.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] replicaberry.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] abyssdressing2008-12-09 06:32 pm

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... [ ohhay, guess who woke up this afternoon with boybits again? he'd be more excited if he weren't still mildly phobic of everything. he pointedly takes the shirt he'd taken to sleeping in OFF, and is thusly wandering around with a coat around his shoulders but not fully on, his oversized navy blue pajama pants the only other article of clothing on his person. ...thusly, he's barefoot, shirtless, and wearing a coat incorrectly. but damn is he ever happy to be a boy again. he also appears to be looking for something. or as it were, someone. ]

[identity profile] umaretaimi.livejournal.com 2008-12-11 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
...I don't think I could. I don't know...

I don't want him dead, though. He's the only one who doesn't treat me like there's something wrong with me.

[identity profile] umaretaimi.livejournal.com 2008-12-11 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
...I'm younger than they are.

[identity profile] umaretaimi.livejournal.com 2008-12-11 05:51 am (UTC)(link)
Natalia... Guy...

...Luke...

[identity profile] umaretaimi.livejournal.com 2008-12-11 08:14 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know, nobody will tell me what happened. It wasn't like this before, though...

[identity profile] umaretaimi.livejournal.com 2008-12-11 08:32 pm (UTC)(link)
People don't treat me weird here, though. And Father isn't here either...

[identity profile] umaretaimi.livejournal.com 2008-12-12 12:50 am (UTC)(link)
...If you think of a way out, would it work as a way in too?

[identity profile] umaretaimi.livejournal.com 2008-12-12 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
I want to bring him to me, like a magnet.

[identity profile] umaretaimi.livejournal.com 2008-12-12 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
And that wouldn't work if I'm still here.

[identity profile] umaretaimi.livejournal.com 2008-12-12 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
I know that. But I can't tell him to do it if I'm not there with him.

[identity profile] umaretaimi.livejournal.com 2008-12-12 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
No, it doesn't. I thought I already mentioned that...

[identity profile] umaretaimi.livejournal.com 2008-12-12 02:02 am (UTC)(link)
He's not even there, though. It's like he doesn't even exist.

[identity profile] umaretaimi.livejournal.com 2008-12-12 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
I can't feel him at all. Normally he's still there... There has to be something to open for me to talk to him. But there's nothing now.

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