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[replicaberry.livejournal.com]

... [ ohhay, guess who woke up this afternoon with boybits again? he'd be more excited if he weren't still mildly phobic of everything. he pointedly takes the shirt he'd taken to sleeping in OFF, and is thusly wandering around with a coat around his shoulders but not fully on, his oversized navy blue pajama pants the only other article of clothing on his person. ...thusly, he's barefoot, shirtless, and wearing a coat incorrectly. but damn is he ever happy to be a boy again. he also appears to be looking for something. or as it were, someone. ]

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[fononfailure]

..I'm not being secretive. *tightens her hold on his hand.* Just.. never really thought about leaving here.

[replicaberry.livejournal.com]

Sure you aren't. [ lets her ] ...You don't have to.

[fononfailure]

Then what am I being secretive about?

...I don't want to lose you.

[replicaberry.livejournal.com]

Obviously something happened. There's got to be a reason you wouldn't want to see mom again-- unless we're a lot more different than I thought.

... We'll come up with something.

[fononfailure]

She was more.. disturbed by me and everything, I think. I don't want to go through that again.

... *nods.*

[replicaberry.livejournal.com]

... The vampire thing, you mean?

[fononfailure]

No. Never got to that point. Just about me being a girl and engaged to Asch. *visibly becomes more dejected with every word, growing quieter.*

[replicaberry.livejournal.com]

... That doesn't-- ... [ frowns ]

[fononfailure]

Dunno. But I don't want to see any version of her..

[replicaberry.livejournal.com]

... [ well now he's kind of terrified of bringing Ana home to her, but he's not about to mention that ]

[fononfailure]

I'd love to see her again, but every time I start to get comfortable with how things are, it seems like something upsets that. And I won't be able to take that once Aidan is born. I need to be able to take care of him.

[replicaberry.livejournal.com]

...Yeah.

[fononfailure]

... *she has the feeling she's upset him, so he gets clung to about now.*

[replicaberry.livejournal.com]

... [ puts am arm carefully around her waist and rests his chin on her shoulder again ]

[fononfailure]

*blushes slightly from the placement of his arm, hugging tighter.* Shouldn't I be the one apologizing..?

[replicaberry.livejournal.com]

[ it just happened to be where his arm went, really. ]

[fononfailure]

*she doesn't mind. it reminds her of Asch.* I'm glad you did. It feels good to tell someone.

[replicaberry.livejournal.com]

[ which isn't necessarily a good thing, from his perspective. ]

[fononfailure]

*..there is that.* ...what's wrong?

[replicaberry.livejournal.com]

[fononfailure]

She's not your original. I don't see why she should.

[replicaberry.livejournal.com]

[fononfailure]

Mother and Father look alike.

[replicaberry.livejournal.com]

[fononfailure]

...then we'll all go live somewhere else.