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[crimsonhavoc.livejournal.com]

*yup. Heeeeere's Asch. Aaaaall ghostie, floating, and semi-transparent. He's just wandering around the dressing room, looking slightly confused. Please, talk to him~*

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...I-I don't know if I can..

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...

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I mean physically. I don't know how long I'll be able to sustain myself in this form.

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I can't focus.

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I'll stay as long as I' able to...

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[closes his eyes] It feels the same as when I first changed.

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I'm sorry...

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... [just leans back]

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Why would you mutilate yourself like that....

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Punishment.

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Punishment for what?!

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Using that more than my brain.

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....What do you mean by that?

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I cared more about feeding than our well being.

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When you're hungry, you're hungry. It's not like you could starve yourself...

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...

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You know I would have given myself to you completely, if it meant you'd be well fed.

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... [his eyes are glazed over]

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*notices this* ...Asch..?

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[just sits there for several moments, not blinking. Breathing, but not blinking]

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Asch, snap out of it!

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[blinks, once]

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Asch, if you can hear me, say something.

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I can hear you.

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Don't do that. It scares me.