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[lyingfairytale.livejournal.com]

*Lina is... dressed up. Makeup, skirt and blouse, whole nine yards*

... uuuuuuuugh. I look so... ugh. *frowns, trying to smooth her hair out* ... how did Tear even like me like this? It's ridiculous. *pouts, looking at herself in the mirror* ... maybe like this I won't be so disgusting sh... he won't go away.

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[lyingfairytale.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I'm a lezzie, a lesbian, homo, whatever you want to call me. *crosses her arms, looking away* Whatever insult you want to throw at me because I don't like guys. I've probably heard them all.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...It's bad to be like that?

[lyingfairytale.livejournal.com]

According to my religion, I'm going to Hell. And A... *closes her eyes* People you're close to tend to stop being close.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...Oh.

...I don't think you're bad.

[lyingfairytale.livejournal.com]

... *sniffles* ...

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...I still like you... I'll still be your friend if you want...

[lyingfairytale.livejournal.com]

I don't want that! I just want Asch not to pull away from me just because I noticed he has boobs now! He's like my brother now and... I don't care about the fact he's a girl now, I just... don't want him pulling away from me.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...If he's like your brother, then it shouldn't matter if he's a boy or a girl, right? You wouldn't love him like that either way.

[lyingfairytale.livejournal.com]

... I kind of... blushed. But I don't... and he just... he won't hug me anymore. He pulled away and left. And...

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...You should just talk to him... He'll understand.

[lyingfairytale.livejournal.com]

... I hope...

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

I don't see why he wouldn't...

[lyingfairytale.livejournal.com]

He can't stand gay people?

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

But why wouldn't he?

[lyingfairytale.livejournal.com]

Some people are just homophobic, okay? And... *hugs herself tightly* ...

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

[hugs her gently]

[lyingfairytale.livejournal.com]

I miss Tear.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...She's not here?

[lyingfairytale.livejournal.com]

Not anymore.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

Oh...

[lyingfairytale.livejournal.com]

*sniffle*

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...You'll be okay...

[lyingfairytale.livejournal.com]

I wanna talk to Asch.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

Do you want me to help?

[lyingfairytale.livejournal.com]

*hesitates, then shakes her head* I need to do this alone.