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[scionofhispower]

[Asch will just be over here, sitting in an armchair writing into a notebook. Every so often, he pauses and seems to look off to a corner of the room without seeing anything before going back to writing. Oddly enough, Mieu is with him, and he - amazingly - doesn't seem to mind the fact that the little guy's staying at his side. This might be due to the fact that he's preoccupied with other thoughts, though.]

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[fononfailure]

What do you want me to say? That I screwed up and I'm sorry? It doesn't change my stupidity. I'm trying very hard not to mess things up for everyone!

[scionofhispower]

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[fononfailure]

I'm sorry for caring about people. I can't stand to see one of you suffering.

[scionofhispower]

...

[fononfailure]

...it was the first time I'd fucked up in a long while. I'm sorry.

[scionofhispower]

...

You say that you can't stand to see one of us hurting, and yet...

[fononfailure]

I know. It hurts you. That's why I hadn't planned on saying anything.

He was in agony. So I just used my hands. ...I won't even do that for him anymore.

[scionofhispower]

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[fononfailure]

...I'll leave if you want me to.

[scionofhispower]

It's not supposed to be this hard.

[fononfailure]

I always make things difficult for you.

[scionofhispower]

Being in love with someone, being faithful to the one you're in love with. It's not supposed to be this hard.

[fononfailure]

...can't expect much from a defect, I suppose.

[scionofhispower]

You're a defect only so long as you continue thinking of yourself as one. It's time to stop hiding behind that.

[fononfailure]

*starts* But you're the one who said...

[scionofhispower]

And when was the last time that I said it?

[fononfailure]

You said I was worthless.

[scionofhispower]

Then perhaps you should prove your worth.

[fononfailure]

....I will.

[scionofhispower]

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[fononfailure]

I can't be completely worthless if I was made from you.

[scionofhispower]

Then stop hiding behind those excuses.

[fononfailure]

Alright. I'm a screw up because I'm me. Not because I'm a replica. But I can also change.

[scionofhispower]

Hn.

[...yeah, he's going to open his notebook and start writing again]

[fononfailure]

... *slides away from the edge of the chair and back to him, hugging Mieu.*