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[scionofhispower]

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[Asch isn't in too talkative of a mood today...

But he should be bothered by people. Because it's his birthday.]

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[fononfailure]

....everything about you matters to me. Always has and always will. They're what make you who you are, they're the reason I love you. The reason why, even after having ice dropped around me, I won't leave you. Nothing you do can make me abandon you.

[scionofhispower]

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[fononfailure]

We're connected in a way we can't be with anyone else. You're my special someone.

[scionofhispower]

...

[fononfailure]

[ shifts, kissing his jaw. ]

[scionofhispower]

[just closes his eyes]

[fononfailure]

[ she's a bit uncomfortable, so off comes one of her jackets. still kissing him, of course. ]

[scionofhispower]

[shifts so there's more room on the armchair he's been sitting in]

[fononfailure]

... [ wasn't expecting that. though she instantly curls up beside him, holding onto his shirt. ]

[scionofhispower]

[still just going to be quiet]

[fononfailure]

[ also remains silent, just snuggling and kissing his neck. ]

[scionofhispower]

...Such an idiot, thinking that I...

[fononfailure]

...?

[scionofhispower]

...That I would deserve to have... [shakes his head slightly]

[fononfailure]

[ holds his head still by the cheeks. ] Don't. Don't go saying things like that. You deserve to be happy and have someone better than me. You always have.

[scionofhispower]

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[fononfailure]

You're a good person, Asch. A wonderful person.

[scionofhispower]

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[fononfailure]

You've put up with all this from me...

[scionofhispower]

...

I'm not sure how much longer I...

...

It's... painful. Having everything that I believe in questioned. Being almost commanded to go against it, or told to turn a blind eye. All I've ever wanted was some semblance of normalcy. Something stable...

[fononfailure]

......

Do what you have to do. What you want. I won't try to force something you don't want onto you. [ rests a hand on her stomach for a second before latching onto him again. ] It was never my intention to make you doubt or to hurt you. I.. I know I'm not normal and probably never will be. You'll be happier with someone else, I'm sure...

[scionofhispower]

Do you have any idea what it's like to have yourself demanding you-... [shakes his head]

[fononfailure]

...you mean the other Asch? He can't help what's happened to him.

[scionofhispower]

Refusing to accept that I won't do it...

[fononfailure]

Asch, listen to me. You don't have to. Nobody is going to make you do something you don't want to do. It's your life.