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*see Ana? She is wearing the blue version of Kerli's black dress in this music video. She also has a little blue hat*

... this is not funny, Luke.

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And I completely understand why you don't want to now, but...

... Luke, I love you. I've been assaulted too, and I know how it feels after.

And how long did it take me to get over it? About seven years, between the first time I was molested and when I met you.

... [ folds to sit down near her, but not close enough to touch her ]

... are you going to the shrink?

Saw him once. Wound up folded in a corner of his office with his cat. Didn't get much of anywhere. [ which to him, says he's hopeless and didn't really help at all. XD ]

... *smiles* You actually went.

[ laughs humorlessly ] What the hell else was I supposed to do? You said it'd help. Maybe it will, eventually. His cat, at the very least.

You actually went. Damn, Luke. That's one damn good start.

[ turns to look at her, sort of warily disbelieving ] ...How is that a good start? I sat in his office and nearly broke down crying with his cat in my lap.

Admitting you have a problem and wanting to fix it.

... [ dares to scoot closer, hesitantly leaning his head on her knee ]

Don't. Please...

[ glances up, uncertain. he shrinks away from her just a little ] ...?

Don't go away.

[ looks slightly startled, and shakes his head ] I wouldn't, babe you know that... even if I'm needlessly spooked you know I couldn't.

... *touches his head*

[ he watches her hand warily, but manages to just barely flinch-- to the point that if she wasn't watching him carefully she may have missed it ]

*sees it, and pulls her hand back*

[ barely breathes ] Sorry.

Don't be.

[ just nods, staying perfectly still ]

Look, I know. Okay?