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[metaruheido.livejournal.com]

*now this is a sight you'll rarely ever see; Metalhead sitting at a piano, attempting to play. but from only learning the basics by watching Natalia when he was younger, he can't really expect to know how to play incredibly difficult pieces. but he knows enough to play this, with only a few notes off.

but all in all, he still prefers the guitar. poke him?*

Comments

[melodiclovely.livejournal.com]

Just a feeling.

[metaruheido.livejournal.com]

...Asch the Bloody... He's been acting weird lately.

[melodiclovely.livejournal.com]

*closes her eyes* Fuck.

[metaruheido.livejournal.com]

He doesn't want to talk to me... and when he does, he barely says anything.

[melodiclovely.livejournal.com]

That's not good. What has he done?

[metaruheido.livejournal.com]

I think it's more like what he did in the past...

[melodiclovely.livejournal.com]

Which is? Start talking.

[metaruheido.livejournal.com]

... He raped me.

[melodiclovely.livejournal.com]

*shudders*

[metaruheido.livejournal.com]

But.... it was kind of semi-consensual...? I was being a self-sacrificial bastard... but I said I forgave him, but...

[melodiclovely.livejournal.com]

If he stopped and let you go, would you have been upset with him?

[metaruheido.livejournal.com]

No...

[melodiclovely.livejournal.com]

Did you want him to continue? Stay with you?

[metaruheido.livejournal.com]

I-I dunno... maybe...

[melodiclovely.livejournal.com]

*lightly presses a key* You've heard of Stockholm Syndrome, right?

[metaruheido.livejournal.com]

*nods*

[melodiclovely.livejournal.com]

*just looks at him*

[metaruheido.livejournal.com]

You think so, too, huh?

[melodiclovely.livejournal.com]

Sounds a lot like the "loving your attacker" phase.

[metaruheido.livejournal.com]

*sighs* Just can't be normal...

[melodiclovely.livejournal.com]

Normal's boring.

[metaruheido.livejournal.com]

Guess so...

[melodiclovely.livejournal.com]

... *leans against him* Everything's going to be okay.

[metaruheido.livejournal.com]

Y-yeah...

[melodiclovely.livejournal.com]

What about recently?