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[The door to her bedroom creeks open, and Wingy pokes her head out slowly, eyes darting back and forth down the hallway. Sword in hand, she steps out and takes a good look around before going for the kitchen. Too much time spent in her room has made her tummy empty... approach scared girl with caution. 8|]

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[gives her a gentle, light kiss]

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[whatwassent.livejournal.com]

It's... intoxicating, knowing I can do that without infecting you.

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[whatwassent.livejournal.com]

I fear it may be another instinct... a mating instinct.

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[whatwassent.livejournal.com]

[touches her face] I'm aware of that. How I feel does not change how you feel.

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[whatwassent.livejournal.com]

... you are female, thus a gender I am attracted to. You can't be infected, which attracts to my want not to spread this. And I am eighteen. I want, but I will settle for protect.

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[whatwassent.livejournal.com]

Never be afraid to kill me. Until I can change back, never be afraid.

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[whatwassent.livejournal.com]

I can't harm you physically... but there are ways around it that will harm you emotionally.

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Only if you don't flinch away from death.

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....

[whatwassent.livejournal.com]

... [leans in, lips against her ear] And yet, there's a tiny part of me trying to convince me that it won't be cheating on Natalia's memory. That I don't love you, that it's only sex, only something I need. That it will be everything you've wanted, a substitute of who you want without worry of disease and pregnancy.

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[whatwassent.livejournal.com]

Then you want that possibility? Of pain, of- [breaks off, pulling back abruptly]

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[whatwassent.livejournal.com]

That thought does not need to be completed.

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[follows her]

[wingedreplica.livejournal.com]

Stop following me.