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[crimsongrunge.livejournal.com]

*here be Asch, looking relatively calm- a little tired, maybe, but calm, despite his Papa not remembering who he is anymore. or so it seems. so he's in bed, right now, plucking at the strings of his guitar, trying not to think of that certain Asch...*

((in other words, Pronnie will stop spamming with Metalhead soon.))

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[crimsonsymfonic.livejournal.com]

Lucky...? I barely remember them though. My father wasn't an affectionate person...and what I can remember of my mom is vague at best. I remember getting angry a lot...and I remember regretting. But I can't change anything now.

You're the lucky one. I know you don't think this but despite everything, that man is your father. He may not remember now and he may have hurt you before but I doubt he ever meant to hurt you on purpose...I've seen the way he would look at you. He cared about you, Asch...and he hated it when he hurt you.

[crimsongrunge.livejournal.com]

If I had any luck on my side, then none of this would be happening. He hated hurting me? If he did, then he would have done everything to make sure I never got hurt. He knew... He know how broken I was. He knew... *rubs at his eyes, frustrated*

[crimsonsymfonic.livejournal.com]

...It's hard to do that sometimes, Asch. Things happen...People make mistakes. You can't expect to not make any mistakes.

[crimsongrunge.livejournal.com]

I wanna go back home. If we were back home, none of this would have happened. We would be happy... I wouldn't be hurting like this. I just want to forget I ever met him...

[crimsonsymfonic.livejournal.com]

*pushes himself up to site next to the other, leaning against his shoulder* I'm sorry. I wish I could say more but I can't...I'm sorry.

[crimsongrunge.livejournal.com]

I just wanna go home... Play with the dog, go to school! See my friends, make some music... Hell, I even miss talking to Jade, of all people...

[crimsonsymfonic.livejournal.com]

Heh...Yeah...seeing that old pervert doesn't sound bad right about now.

[crimsongrunge.livejournal.com]

I miss home, Luke... As much as I love the people here, I miss home...

[crimsonsymfonic.livejournal.com]

*nuzzles the other shoulder softly with his cheek* I do too, Asch...Uncle...Guy...Jade...Akito and Tear too...Everyone. I miss them.

[crimsongrunge.livejournal.com]

I wanna go back...