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[Asch has wandered back to a room full of furniture that he found- much like a furniture store, only without having to pay. he's currently sitting on top of the loft bed that he found for himself, looking around at everything else]

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...That's the only time I don't remember stuff right. When something bad happens, I remember parts of it, but it's like I'm watching it... And there's lots I don't remember.

A couple days ago I got in a fight... I don't really remember much else.

... *sets down the beanbags and pulls him into a tight hug.* Asch.. Please tell me what you do remember about the fight. Can you tell me who? Or where?

...It was with the ghost Luke... We were fighting about my room. He said I was bad... That's all I remember right. I think I tried to hurt myself... I don't know for sure. I know you two helped, though... I just don't remember anything else.

*gently pets his hair.* That's really all that happened. I'm sure you don't need to remember the rest of it, so don't worry.

...Are you sure?

((...had to restart the computer, sorry about that. >.<))

Completely sure. I just don't want you hurting.

[ no problem! that happens to me all too often. D8 ]

...Normally it only happens when something bad happens, though... Why would it happen if there was nothing bad?

That kind of thing has happened to me when there was too much for me to handle. It might be the same way for you.

...

...The other times were when he hurt me.

*runs her fingers through his hair, sighing softly.* ...it's your mind's way of protecting you. If you can't remember it well, you can't dwell on it.

...You're sure nothing happened this time?

Nothing worse than you biting your lip.

...That's why it hurt...?

Mmhmm. But that's alright. It'll heal in no time.

...I'm glad that's all that happened.

So are we.

...I still wish I could remember, though...

It'll come to you in time, if you need to remember.

...I never remembered any of the other things that happened...

That may be for the best.

...I remembered parts of it, though... Enough to be scared...

Asch...

[buries his head in her clothes, silent]

..I won't let that ever happen again. I promise.

...You can't promise that, though... You can't control everything.