engel: (Rise)
Engel ([personal profile] engel) wrote in [community profile] abyssdressing2009-02-23 02:26 pm
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[ After losing his previous uniform to an unknown person or persons, Engel had taken to scouring every room he encountered in hopes of find another. His efforts had proven fruitless until today, and all that had been left to be done was add holes for his wings. ]

There.

[ NSFW! ]

[identity profile] sacrocenere.livejournal.com 2009-02-24 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
Never met... all I've met have been monsters. Hammered in my position. Never met a good one. They don't exist. I would have met one. They don't exist.

No. Her. You took her wings and changed the color. [touches her neck] She had it happen to her too. She held me.

[identity profile] sacrocenere.livejournal.com 2009-02-24 05:46 am (UTC)(link)
She was blood raped too. They're here too, the monsters, they got her too. [closes her eyes, swaying] ... [tilts her head, voice almost sing song] They said they had to do this. I don't like them. I would kill all the vampires, all the males. [lips curve into a small smile] It's all I know. Until I'm shown differently, until you prove to me you're not a monster, you are one. And I'll kill you. I'll take your wings off and give them back to the copia. She healed my wounds, held me when I realized they took too much... Gold wings. Prove to me you're good, because I've believed words before only to be hunted and pinned and raped. Because you say so isn't proof enough.

[identity profile] sacrocenere.livejournal.com 2009-02-24 06:01 am (UTC)(link)
What proof do you have? I'm not stupid. There's no proof beyond words.

... where is she?

[identity profile] sacrocenere.livejournal.com 2009-02-24 06:08 am (UTC)(link)
Not mine. The copia with wings.

[identity profile] sacrocenere.livejournal.com 2009-02-24 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
You must be stupid. She's the one I have been talking about. Mine doesn't have wings.

[identity profile] sacrocenere.livejournal.com 2009-02-24 06:17 am (UTC)(link)
[snarls at him, trying yet again to punch him] Let me know! She... knows.

[identity profile] sacrocenere.livejournal.com 2009-02-24 06:22 am (UTC)(link)
[eyes wide, panicked] ...

[identity profile] sacrocenere.livejournal.com 2009-02-24 06:27 am (UTC)(link)
[makes tiny, panicked noises, shaking, then grabs her throat] Get her get her get...

[identity profile] sacrocenere.livejournal.com 2009-02-24 06:31 am (UTC)(link)
... [whines, eyes wide] ... no! [shaking, holding herself] They're touching me...

[identity profile] sacrocenere.livejournal.com 2009-02-24 06:36 am (UTC)(link)
[almost chokes] Memories. They're almost too strong. I can feel their fangs and they're touching me. I didn't want to be hurt. I fought. I killed one. They hit me. They're touching me, holding me down, forcing me. One likes... little girls, he has... She was bitten, she knows, get her.

[identity profile] sacrocenere.livejournal.com 2009-02-24 06:44 am (UTC)(link)
I want to kill them. When they're done, I'll grab my sword. I'll kill them. But they're taking so much. He's touching me. He's told not to, he doesn't... he can taste the endorphins. He wants my...

[identity profile] sacrocenere.livejournal.com 2009-02-24 06:50 am (UTC)(link)
[too far gone in her memory] They tell him he'll die for it. He pulls down my pants. I fight, but I've lost too much blood. I chip a fang. [smiles, fiercely] Break it. Right in half. [loses the smile] He's... inside... [starts shaking, losing her words]

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