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[lyingfairytale.livejournal.com]

Can anyone hear me? I... Luke? Asch? Tear?

... is Tear here...?

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[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...At least you aren't all the way gone... I don't want you to be, it's my fault...

[lyingfairytale.livejournal.com]

No, sweetie. I fell.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

But I didn't stop you, I wasn't fast enough to get a healer, I didn't get good enough healers...

[lyingfairytale.livejournal.com]

No... I shouldn't have gone out. I should have listened to him.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

But it's my fault, not yours.

[lyingfairytale.livejournal.com]

If I hadn't gone out, I wouldn't have fallen.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

But I could've stopped you from going to the forest.

[lyingfairytale.livejournal.com]

I'm stupidly stubborn.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...I'm just stupid.

[lyingfairytale.livejournal.com]

No. You're not.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

[looks down at the ground, silent]

[lyingfairytale.livejournal.com]

If I had been good, listened... I wouldn't be like this. Everyone tried so hard and I thought I'd be okay but...

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...You only got hurt because I was bad the other day.

[lyingfairytale.livejournal.com]

That's not how it works.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

Yes it is... I didn't get punished then, so you got hurt to punish me.

[lyingfairytale.livejournal.com]

*starting to become visible* It isn't. People don't get hurt just because someone was bad.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

Yes they do... They do when I'm bad, at least.

[lyingfairytale.livejournal.com]

No. The world doesn't work that way. It doesn't just hurt people because they were bad. I didn't deserve what happened, but it still happened. Sometimes... bad things happen to good people.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

It always happens like that for me, though...

[lyingfairytale.livejournal.com]

*cups his face best she can* No, no, no. If you had been good that would have happened to me.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

But I already punished myself for it...

[lyingfairytale.livejournal.com]

Don't. Don't punish yourself for something that isn't your fault.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

But I already did... I can't unpunish myself.

[lyingfairytale.livejournal.com]

Then stop blaming yourself.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...That's hard...