Asch of Kimlasca-Lanvaldear (
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[First Proclamation] Restrict wine consumption.
[Tap, tap, tap. That's the sound of gloved fingers drumming on the stone surface before him.]
[Asch had known better, yet for some reason he'd ignored his gut instinct. There must have been something in that wine - drugs, poison, maybe even extracts from those damned Great Rugnican death caps. Whatever the case, he's clearly hallucinating. He was in the throne room just seconds earlier, and now... this! No, he should have just declined attendance, no matter how much of a slight it would have been! But of course, even as Asch runs these things over in his mind, he knows it doesn't matter and he couldn't have skipped the banquet anyhow. Not with the way things have been lately.]
[He isn't sure why he's here, can't determine what's wrong, and it's absolutely vexing. His head's perfectly clear, he's not running a fever - he can walk in a straight line. Well, whatever - there's no use in standing around mulling over impossibilities. At least a dozen guests are waiting for him, and if he doesn't show up where he's supposed to be very soon, Asch can name a few people who are going to be very upset. The thought of that kills any soothing effect being outside might've otherwise had on him.]
This has got to be the most pathetic...
[The most pathetic thing. How does anyone lose a castle?]
[Asch had known better, yet for some reason he'd ignored his gut instinct. There must have been something in that wine - drugs, poison, maybe even extracts from those damned Great Rugnican death caps. Whatever the case, he's clearly hallucinating. He was in the throne room just seconds earlier, and now... this! No, he should have just declined attendance, no matter how much of a slight it would have been! But of course, even as Asch runs these things over in his mind, he knows it doesn't matter and he couldn't have skipped the banquet anyhow. Not with the way things have been lately.]
[He isn't sure why he's here, can't determine what's wrong, and it's absolutely vexing. His head's perfectly clear, he's not running a fever - he can walk in a straight line. Well, whatever - there's no use in standing around mulling over impossibilities. At least a dozen guests are waiting for him, and if he doesn't show up where he's supposed to be very soon, Asch can name a few people who are going to be very upset. The thought of that kills any soothing effect being outside might've otherwise had on him.]
This has got to be the most pathetic...
[The most pathetic thing. How does anyone lose a castle?]
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[ Satisfied that Mieu's been punished enough for whatever infractions he may have done, Luke releases the cheagle's ear to send him sailing over Asch's head and into a bush. Best pet-friend anyone could ask for. She starts down the steps with a frown at Asch's comment, eyes darting between him and the house. Only once she's in his path does he get an answer. A casual, disinterested one. ]
These jobs won't do themselves, so somebody has to. [ Since she knows that won't satisfy Asch: ] Putting it simply, this isn't the Auldrant you're used to.
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[Asch traces Luke's glance towards the house, and then turns his attention back to the not!replica.]
That isn't simple; that doesn't even make sense.
But ignoring the unlikelihood of my being here, I need to find a way back to [He crosses his arms, looking remotely skeptical, even still.] "the Auldrant I'm used to". If you're not the person I sent to Daath, then I can't tell you why, only that it's something which has to be done.
[And it's got nothing to do with firewood.]
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Since when has life ever made much sense? But think of it like this: the Auldrant you know isn't the only one - there's ones where things happened differently, or aren't even Auldrant at all but they still have 'Asch' and 'Luke' on them. Different realities or universes or something.
[ This is like the blind leading the blind here, complete with useless arm gestures. ]
In my world, we succeeded in stopping Van at the cost of both our lives. [ She rests a hand on the rail, hesitating. How much should she tell him? Going into detail about what happened to her wouldn't really help explain how the whole nexus thing works. Nah, it'd probably just confuse him more. And why should she be the one sharing information when he's not? ]
As for getting back to the castle, you'll just have to wait it out. Time usually doesn't pass back home while you're here so you don't have to worry about missing your little dinner party.
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[He's read his share of science books, including some which mentioned shakey theories about different planes of existence, but he's never given them a great deal of thought. And why should he? Speculation into the structure of the cosmos won't help with the day-to-day problems he has to sort out. He supposes they could exist; since the Score isn't absolute, there might be versions of Auldrant out there where events unfolded differently. ...Possibly. Maybe. It sounds far-fetched.]
[And besides, Luke's very abbreviated explanation of what happened in another Auldrant doesn't sound any different. Although, Asch will venture a guess that less time has passed there, the difference in height having finally made itself obvious.]
"Usually". Meaning not always. [Asch frowns.] And you really think I'm just going to throw up my hands and "wait it out", do you?
It's not those idiots at the dinner party I'm concerned about!
Unlike you, I have a whole country to take responsibility for. What do you think will happen if time does keep passing and people discover that one of their monarchs has just up and vanished? How long do you think it'll take them to start pointing fingers?
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Look, I get that those stupid officials and advisors will try twisting your disappearance to their advantage -there's probably too many people like Mohs in power- but don't you think that if I could help you get back home, I would? It's not like I'm trying to be stubborn for fun! There's no point in wasting your energy on something you can't affect.
[ ...wait a sec. ]
You're Kimlasca's monarch? [ Er. That wasn't supposed to sound so incredulous. It's just hard to wrap her head around when Asch spent all that time claiming he wasn't the same person who was meant to rule Kimlasca. But now they've hit upon one of her favorite topics: personal gossip! A glint appear's in Luke's eye that would do Jade proud and she can't help a grin. ] Does that mean you married Natalia?
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There's no point in sitting around either! [He makes a light tch-ing sound in the back of his throat before continuing.] And why should I think that? You're from some other Auldrant, or so you say. For all I know you could be an uncharitable tyrant bent on creating a new world regime consisting entirely of cheagles and replicas.
[Asch nods pointedly at Mieu, but this is only an illustration of his point. Luke hasn't exactly been helpful, but at least he's gotten a few answers - as crazy and unsatisfying as they are. And this Luke might be trustworthy, too. If troublesome and... oddly secretive. Hmn...]
Were you expecting someone else? Don't act so surprised! [This is apparently a touchy subject, judging from the hard look and gruff (and maybe slightly offended) tone.]
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[ Okay, that scenario is just horrifying. Luke cringes mid-pat, plucking the poor cheagle up by the head to wiggle him back and forth like a reverse bobblehead doll. ] Anyone who wants a world full of these things would have not only be a tyrant, but completely insane. Do you know how annoying just one is?!
[ If not, the long winded cries of "Mieuuuuuuuu~" should be an adequate demonstration. Although once she remembers mistreating sacred beasts doesn't give a good impression, she sets Mieu down and nudges him towards the house with a quiet order to go upstairs. Somehow he manages to totter away without colliding into any obstacles. Luke turns back to Asch, offering an apologetic smile. Better try not to get him too upset, haha... ]
N-no. I guess there's always the off chance you could have... found another person. [ She avoids looking him in the eye and instead straightens out a coat button. It's an awkward subject for her too, but what topics aren't when it comes to Asch? ]
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[Asch winces again as his headache rebounds. Luke, for the love of whatever's worth loving would you stop abusing the creature so it'll STOP MAKING HIGH FREQUENCY NOISES?!] Yes. With the way you're swinging that thing around, I can easily imagine.
And it's not as if I wanted this. Kimlasca deserves better, but at least I'm not playing at politics for my own benefit. [Natalia deserves better, too, but that's an entirely different matter. He's had the what-I-deserve-what-really-matters talk enough times by now to know better than to bring it up.]
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[ And end. ]
[ Luke has no comment on the first part. It was true that Asch never asked to be betrothed to a crown princess or for the position ruler, but he always taken the notion in stride and embraced it. Unlike certain other spoiled nobles who shall remain nameless. ] ...I think that's where you're wrong. The people couldn't ask for a more suitable leader to guide them. You know what needs to be done and you do it. Natalia is great in talking to citizens and negotiating with higher-ups, so I can't imagine a better pair to pull Kimlasca through tough times. [ Luke finally catches his eye and smiles. ]
I'm happy for you. [ It doesn't take long for her expression to become strained, though she makes a quick turn towards the door. Maybe he won't notice. Of course he wouldn't- there's no reason for him to think she's bothered. ]
If you're that set on getting home, you're welcome to look over the fonology notes I have inside. The arte they're for isn't meant to transport people, but you might be able to figure something out.
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[But he'll take whatever this is - (a pep talk? B|) - at face value. There's a reason he appointed (the other) Luke as goodwill ambassador, after all. One that had absolutely nothing to do with the fonic link and everything to do with him being the best man for the job. Because Luke understands the importance of human life and...]
[Cooperation.]
...Not everyone thinks like you do. It's hypocritical to sit a known killer on a throne when all people want is stability and peace; you can hardly blame them for having complaints.
But they love Natalia. All except for a handful of bigots on the council. And even they won't be so quick to forget everything she's done for them. [Asch shifts his attention back towards the porch. What's that even supposed to mean? He's 'happy' for him.]
Fonology notes... You think a fonic arte's responsible for teleporting people here?
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[ Hearing Asch call himself a killer earns a wince from Luke, and yet she fixes a defiant stare on him. Prepare yourself for the mother of all pep talks, Asch. ]
Everyone can work together to change their minds! You aren't some person that ran around killing people for fun or profit. They'd have to be plain idiotic to not understand that you're part of the reason they're even alive! Okay, so you were part of the Order and might have done a few things that were less than admirable when judged alone. But nobody is perfect. We've all made poor choices at some point in our lives. They should - need - to accept that you risked your life for them! For everyone! Unless you've done something stupid that I don't know about or their problem is really your standoffishness and jerk attitude, then they've got no right to complain!
[ Ah, feels good to get that out. If only she could have said all that to those stuffed shirts and given them each a solid punch in the face. Maybe Asch can figure out how to go between worlds and she'll have the chance to give them a piece of her mind. ]
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Actually, I hadn't thought of that. I was just thinking there might be a way to rework a spell or something in reverse to send you back. Asch was the one who started researching various artes, but he- [ Nope nope nope. That train of thought is off-limits. It has to be, otherwise the pain will never go away. Luke stops with her hand on the doorknob to give Asch a final onceover. ] You better not be a maniacal tyrant trying to take over with cheagles either, okay?
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[Asch shakes his head.] No. I'm not about to let other people bumble around trying to improve my image. If they've already made up their minds, no amount of talk is going to change that fact. Let them form their judgments based on action, not the words of strangers.
And you can stop talking like you know what happened while I was with the Order. "A few"? You don't have even the slightest idea what it was like! [It's more of a reprimand than an argument, really. Asch glares back sharply, eyes narrowing.] So, just how long have you been waiting to say that?
[After what may or may not be a tense moment, Asch breaks eye contact.]
It's like this. Assuming these things are actually happening, there's got to be some kind of interference at work. I'd be willing to bet it relates to the seventh fonons here.
[Luke's being suspicious again. Asch frowns.]
Fonic artes are Jade's area of expertise, not mine. But if you're going to show me those notes, I suggest you explain what happened.
...And whatever you're hiding, while you're at it. Otherwise I can't guarantee a complete absence of tyrannical acts. You didn't want me going inside earlier, yet you had to hurry off to finish something. What's that about?
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[ As much as Luke wants to argue that there's nothing wrong with having their friends as character witnesses or whatever official term it is, Asch seems as set against the idea as those are against him. She'd just be wasting her breath. And his remark after stings. Any details she doesn't know is only because (her) Asch never went into what he'd been through! It wasn't like she hadn't tried to find out, tried to be there if he needed someone to talk to... ] I'm not so stupid that I can't put two-and-two together. Van had you all to himself in Daath; he didn't have to put up a guise like he did at the manor! Besides, I know you well enough. You're not the type to hurt innocent people.
[ At least that's what Luke is banking on. By no means has she forgotten the possibility of her friends showing up with only the barest similarities to those she knows. Were she more like Jade or Tear, everyone would be seen as a potential threat. Yet she can't. That just isn't her nature. Which is why she huffs, folding her arms across her chest. ] For years to say it to your face. [ Her and Asch had had a conversation like this one, though it wasn't exactly in person. ]
Considering who shows up here most often, I guess we can assume the 'interference' has to do with Lorelei. Or is him. It. [ Do fonon sentiences even have genders? ]
[ Asch's thinly veiled threat is met with a low growl as Luke rests the tip of her fingers on her sword's hilt. ]
A smart guy like you should be able to figure out what happened on your own. But if you can behave yourself, then I'll explain. This is my home and my business. Nobody -least of all you- is going to hurt what's precious to me.
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...Tch! More like naive. The good in people isn't always the side that wins out, you know. And even good intentions can be twisted. [Luke knows all this. He won't bother elaborating. Instead he makes a vague dismissive motion with one arm.]
So stupid you waited years to speak your mind, though. You could have said it to my face about a thousand times over. Unless you've never looked into a mirror.
Hmn... [Asch only has a brief moment to ponder that theory, before it's interrupted by the growl.]
[Well, this is interesting. There is without a doubt something in that house of the utmost importance to Luke. Something...no, Asch can't imagine him getting all defensive - willing to start a fight even - over a thing. Someone?] As long as your business isn't a threat to anyone else here, you have no reason to to be concerned. After all, you're the one who just said I'm not the type to hurt innocent people. Isn't that right, Luke?
[Asch makes no move for his sword nor bothers switching into a guard stance.] Stand down. You won't be needing the sword.
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Your face is your own, just as the one I have is mine. Saying it to a mirror would mean nothing. [ It doesn't make a lot of sense, but who needs logic. The point is that she hadn't been able to tell Asch directly and that's what she needed. Maybe what they both had needed for a long while: the chance to share their grievances and overcome their differences. ]
... [ More than anything else Asch has said, the use of her name mollifies Luke most. Sure, he'd called her by that name a few times on Auldrant, but those occasions were few and far between the barrage of insults. Even her Asch resorted to 'replica' when angry. Her posture relaxes bit by bit until, after a curt nod, Luke pushes open the door and steps inside. ]
No loud voices. It's bad enough having Mieu chattering nonstop. [ Should Asch follow her in, Luke will see that the front door closes before heading towards an adjacent kitchen. On the threshold she hesitates, trying discreetly to get a look up the stairs while keeping Asch in sight. ] You can sit wherever you'd like. Want some coffee? There's tea but I think Mieu got into it.
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[Asch can think of just a few problems with Luke's statement here. Since it's kind of always been his face, they're kind of both the same faces, and--oh yeah, Luke kind of got his whole entire body for that matter, and not just a lookalike. Except this one shrank it for some reason.] You do realize I wasn't actually suggesting you start up a conversation with a mirror.
[Cautiously, Asch follows Luke through the doorway of the house, eyes sweeping from one wall to the next as if to take in every detail. He's not even sure what he should be expecting. More cheagles?]
...No, thank you; that won't be necessary. [Hope you can handle the reappearance of manners, Luke. Asch pauses briefly. He hates the damned seating arrangements game, but after a moment he finally walks over to a chair that seems neither too comfortable nor too stiff, one that isn't too close or too far away, one that only seats one person. This, apparently, is where he'd like. Asch claims it temporarily, folding arms and legs, and not bothering to set his sword aside. He can't get too relaxed.]
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[ As for the house... It's about what most might expect to find for a place on the outskirts of town with a few notable exceptions. In typical Luke fashion there's a number of swords lying around - on a bookshelf here, top of a cabinet there. Given her height, she has to stretch to get a couple down. One dustier corner of the room has been deemed an office of sorts. And yes, there is more cheagles. Lots more. Wooden blocks decorated with cheagles and two different alphabets, prototype wind-chimes, dozens of scribbles featuring the sacred beast, and misshapen plush things (some with only one eye or half a mouth). A particularly threadbare yellow one stares at Asch from its perch on an end table alongside his elbow. ]
[ The Fabre manor this is not. ]
If you say so. You don't need to worry about me poisoning you. Pouring a drink isn't quite as confusing as cooking. [ In the meantime Luke fetches this morning's coffee from the kitchen and collects several notebooks off a bookcase on her way back through. She lingers a moment at the desk, still uncertain. Asch had been reasonable thus far but there's no telling what might or might not set him off. Though she honestly can't see him flipping his wig over a history not his own. She adds one last book -the thickest yet- to her pile and flops onto the sofa near Asch, offering the papers to him. ] These are Asch's notes on hyperresonance, Lorelei, seventh fonon manipulation, different usage of artes, and my studies, in that order. The last probably won't interest you since I'm still learning the basics spells.
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[If this is Luke's business...it's remotely disturbing and seemingly bordering upon obsession. Asch recalculates his earlier remark as he gives the nearest cheagle (what the hell is up with that thing?) a critical look. So long as they don't start mieuing loudly or bouncing around the room he'll...tolerate it. But you can't expect much more from him. Luke picks some strange fetishes.]
It wouldn't have been the first attempt someone's made to poison me. We'll leave it at that. [Besides, there are still plenty of ways to botch coffee.]
[Asch accepts the pile of papers, browsing through them in an almost methodical manner. Well, someone's been a busy man, not that he'd expect any less of "himself". Luke would be right about Asch's lack of interest in someone else's studies, though - they don't seem relevant at the moment. But something else catches his attention. There's an uncomfortable tightening in Asch's chest, and he may look a little uncomfortable.]
Seventh fonon manipulation, what for?
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Oh! It's just that they're easy to make being all head and ears, and he likes them for some reason I can't begin to understand.
[ Though Asch's comment about poison not only cuts off her teasing real quick, but warrants a panicked look in his direction. Someone had actually tried to poison him? To kill him? Luke's fingers clench around the coffee mug with enough force for her knuckles to pale. Leave it at that... How could he expect her to ignore the fact someone tried to assassinate him? Not that either of them could do much about it right now. ] ...sorry. That was a lousy joke, huh? Whoever pulled a stunt like that better pray he doesn't show up here. I'd give him a taste of his own medicine- literally!
[ She could go on and on about turning said person into a pretzel or training dummy, but if Asch wants to drop the subject, then she can oblige. Anyway, it was the research he had come here for. The other Asch's notes go into detail on how to draw in larger amounts of seventh fonons, artes that could be used to shape them within certain specifications, and how to maintain the desired shape. There's also what seems to be a (confirmed?) theory that in order to make something living, material from a similar specimen would be needed. Perhaps that's why Luke grows quiet and pulls her legs up to her chest, hugging her arms around them. ]
...after you died, I freed Lorelei like you asked. I'm not sure if it was his presence that set off the big bang or Eldrant's destruction, but the rest of my fonon separation happened in a matter of minutes. We -you and I- fell into the core where Lorelei explained that your body was reclaiming the data Van had extracted so it would be whole again. So I asked him for a favor, if he could: filter out the part of you that flowed into me at your death and redirect to your body, where it belonged. He did. That left nowhere for my fonons to go except up into the fon belt, but I didn't care if it meant you'd have the second chance you deserved. [ Now seems like a good place to pause in case Asch has questions, and she needs a breather if the tremble in her voice is any indication. ]
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Clearly, seeing as they're overrunning your house.
[There's a vague "hmn" as Asch shuffles through the next couple of documents. He may see fit to address the poison issue later (he'd hate to be in anyone's debt, least of all Luke's), but for now his focus is almost entirely on absorbing as much information as he can. As a result, much of Luke's reactions serve as little more than background noise.]
[Until...the replica's tone changes completely. It's the same effect as if the lighting in the room had suddenly dimmed. The story is familiar at its core, if varying and largely backwards. Asch listens without comment as he browses the last little bit; what's been written down seems only to compliment what has been said. Finally reaching the end of the stack, the one dealing in Luke's elementary studies of fonic artes, Asch sets the whole thing aside on the table next to the balding plush. He eyes it again distractedly, before propping his chin on the back of one hand and turning his attention back to Luke. The replica looks about as lousy as he feels.]
But that wasn't good enough, so he started doing research to find a way to bring you back. Not just in essence, but physically. That's why he needed to figure out how to manipulate seventh fonons into a set form and have them maintain their shape.
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[ Her response was mainly to bring some levity to the conversation, not that it helps when the way Asch speaks as if he had been there or came up with the idea himself makes her blood run cold. Their eyes meet long enough to make her flinch before she turns away. Had he not pried through their connection she could almost swear this was her original being a bastard for fun again. But it's not. Asch isn't here. ]
It wasn't perfect, but he did a wonderful job for attempting the impossible.
[ Luke blindly feels for the nearby table to set down her coffee mug, missing a couple times until she finds her target. She shouldn't be so surprised. There was bound to be others out there who had endured something similar, especially when they're technically the same people. ]
I'm assuming that's how you're alive to be Kimlasca's ruler and why you're not so hostile towards your replica?
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[He doesn't comment on the other's Asch's success. What's he supposed to say to that, anyway? He wouldn't call it "wonderful". While he's somewhat amazed that Asch managed on his own, and can hardly begrudge him for wanting to drag his replica back, it's still too much like what Van was trying to do to sit well with him. And too similar to his own condition to say anything about that, either. Hating what the other Asch did would be the same as hating what his Luke did, and the same as hating himself. And he's tired of hating himself.]
[He guesses he got most of it right, though. Asch watches Luke's fumbling about in silence, doesn't say anything at all until the coffee mug comes to rest on a solid surface.]
No, not exactly. But between what you've said and what's written here, it isn't difficult to begin filling in the blanks. [But it did help with fitting the pieces of Luke's tale and Asch's notes together. Asch's expression is neutral, or about as neutral as it can get, considering his natural expression and the slight pallor of his face.] My story isn't the same as his.
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So what happened to you? Everybody knows you've got one hell of a poker face, but you didn't say a peep when I mentioned your death earlier. And you - my Asch, at least - is the kind of person who'd push until he found answers if he had any questions.
[ Meaning that he had died at Eldrant wasn't a surprise unless he'd mellowed with age, and somehow found a way to rein in his emotional outbursts. Not an entirely ridiculous concept, but still unlikely as Asch doesn't seem much older than her. What if... nobody had told him because something was wrong? Was that it? Could he be sick? It'd explain why he's so eager to return home. Luke twines her fingers together, her expression changing from morbid curiosity to concern. Maybe she ought to come right out and ask.
Not that she has the opportunity to: Mieu comes hopping downstairs right then, taking them two at a time. He pauses at the landing but doesn't utter a single sound. Only after he uses Asch's lap as a springboard to reach Luke does the cheagle burst into a chorus of chirps accompanied with enthusiastic gesticulations. She raises an eyebrow at all commotion like she's listening - then squashes him down in place. ]
Would you stop that! We're trying to talk and I've told you before to just write what you want to say!
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[Still not yelling, but Luke's worried expression is slowly grating on his nerves. It's bad enough he's got people back home flailing around whenever something goes wrong. The last thing he needs is a whole other set of "concerned friends".]
That's because--
[--Holy cheagle.]
[Asch grits his teeth, his last nerve snapping neatly in two as Mieu scrambles up his leg and dives at Luke.]
[That. Does. It.]
[Asch rises to his feet, a vein pulsing on the side of his head and the gleam in his eyes spelling M-U-R-D-E-R.] Cheagle! If you don't shut up right now, I'll roast you myself!
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