http://ringthedead.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] ringthedead.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] abyssdressing2008-09-05 01:17 am

Locked from everyone except for realfon and unspokengrief again

[Guess whose come back to the hideout with some souvenirs, a pair of goggles and some pilot clothes...I have no idea why he went so far as to take her clothes but yea, there you go and a few other items]

You better have been behaving kid.

[identity profile] unspokengrief.livejournal.com 2008-09-05 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
[just looks up at him, silent]

[identity profile] unspokengrief.livejournal.com 2008-09-05 05:43 am (UTC)(link)
...I don't really know... [looks away]

[identity profile] unspokengrief.livejournal.com 2008-09-05 05:50 am (UTC)(link)
[nuzzles his hand when he strokes his hair] I don't know... He said I'm stupid.

[identity profile] unspokengrief.livejournal.com 2008-09-05 06:00 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah... He takes care of me. He punishes me when I'm bad.

[identity profile] unspokengrief.livejournal.com 2008-09-05 06:06 am (UTC)(link)
No... Sex and broken bones and no food and no sleeping... He almost killed me once... I'm really really bad.

[identity profile] unspokengrief.livejournal.com 2008-09-05 06:14 am (UTC)(link)
...Yeah, I guess... But only because I deserve it.

[identity profile] unspokengrief.livejournal.com 2008-09-05 06:21 am (UTC)(link)
[doesn't even flinch] I disobey him... I don't eat fast enough, or get up on time, or learn fast enough, or talk quiet enough, or do things for him right... I run away sometimes, too... And hurt myself.

[identity profile] unspokengrief.livejournal.com 2008-09-05 06:31 am (UTC)(link)
[nuzzles his hand when his hair's stroked, then whimpering when his skin's touched] I know... I deserve anything you do.

[identity profile] unspokengrief.livejournal.com 2008-09-05 09:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[nuzzles his hand] Luke said she cares...

[identity profile] unspokengrief.livejournal.com 2008-09-06 04:45 am (UTC)(link)
She didn't even know... [starts shaking, trying not to cry]