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[robotic-red.livejournal.com]

[ after a long while of looking for, and through, rooms, luxanne has finally found a rather large one she has deemed 'suitable' ]

Is this one good, Gai? I can keep looking if you don't like it...

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[robotic-red.livejournal.com]

I am not lucky in love.

[carnivaljustice.livejournal.com]

I feel... So bad.

[robotic-red.livejournal.com]

You have found someone closer to your heart than I. It is no use to worry over it.

[carnivaljustice.livejournal.com]

Yes, it is! I hurt you, and I never meant to.

[robotic-red.livejournal.com]

Feeling bad will not change anything.

[carnivaljustice.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry I put you through this.

[robotic-red.livejournal.com]

Don't be. I mean it when I say it is of no use to feel bad. It serves no purpose.

[carnivaljustice.livejournal.com]

If Asch disappears again... I'll end up having no one, because I'm an idiot.

[robotic-red.livejournal.com]

...It would be wise to think through your actions first, then. [ oh, so cold ]

[carnivaljustice.livejournal.com]

... [ slowly falls to her knees on the floor, then back to sit on them... a-and she's crying. ]

[robotic-red.livejournal.com]

[ turns to her, because she hates it when humans cry ] ...Please do not cry.

[carnivaljustice.livejournal.com]

I never meant to hurt you. I didn't think Asch was going to play around with me like this. He's just going to disappear again, and I'll be alone, and...

[robotic-red.livejournal.com]

[ her resolve is slowly crumbling, so she sits to look gai in the eyes ] You need to face the consequences for your actions, Gai.

But you will not be alone forever. You will make new friends, and new loves.

[carnivaljustice.livejournal.com]

The consequences of having some boy play with my one vulnerability? This is stupidly unfair.

I've been alone almost my entire life. I should just get used to it.

[robotic-red.livejournal.com]

...You chose him over me, Gai. You ended our relationship to be with him. It is foolish to expect me to be fine with it.

You are in a very different place now. You have coped with your fear. You will be able to make friends.

[carnivaljustice.livejournal.com]

[ just covers her face with her hands. ]

[robotic-red.livejournal.com]

[ hesitantly reaches out to stroke gai's hair, frowning deeply ] You will be alright. You will forget about this soon.

[carnivaljustice.livejournal.com]

[ shakes her head. ]

[robotic-red.livejournal.com]

You are sad now, but you will recover in time. Everything will be alright.