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...Luke, I need to give you something.

...Asch, I can give it to you too, if you want.

...It would be weird to have parents who are both boys. And mothers are better for taking care of people, and that's what you do for me...

...isn't it already weird to have an older version of yourself as your dad? I think Asch does a better job of looking after you anyway...

...I guess it is, a little bit... Not too weird, though.

...I like you better for taking care of me, though. He's more fun to do things with, and I think he's better at getting me things. But you're a lot better for hugging and snuggling, but he's good too.

Well, as long as you're comfortable with how things are.

...and here I thought I wasn't too good at the parenting thing. Though I think I understand what you mean. Asch does tend to be a bit reserved in his emotions, even if he feels just as much or more than most people.

I am...

...I still like him as one, though. I still like spending time with him... Just, it's fun to do other things.

...And he's not as soft.

I'm glad you are.

It'd be a bit of a problem if you didn't like him as a parent. He is fun to do things with. .....soft, huh?

...Yeah, you're soft. Softer than Asch...

That's still.. interesting. Something else I never thought would be used to describe me.

I think it's because you're a girl...

*idly pokes her chest.* Guess it is. Asch said the same thing. In a way.

...I like it. It's nice...

Heh.. That works out well, I like to snuggle you.

...You do?

Mmhmm. You're small, cute, and soft in a way. And more than that, you're a great kid.

...Do you like snuggling me more than snuggling your other Luke?

...just like you have particular qualities you prefer in me and Asch, you and Luke have different personalities that lend themselves to be better for certain things. Luke doesn't usually like to sit still for long, so it's nice to have some calm time with you.

...So you like him more than me for some things.

...he keeps me running around a lot more than you do.

...Is that good?

At times. Though I don't think I should be so active these days.

Why not?

I get really tired easily. Probably because of Aidan.

...I didn't know having a baby would do that.

Well.. I didn't either, but that's what seems to be happening.

...That's weird.