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...Luke...? I want to talk to you about something...

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[scionofhispower]

You're human, kid. We all make mistakes sometimes, it doesn't mean we're bad.

We'd like it if you want to be our son. At least... I've already come to think of you in that way.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

You don't make mistakes... Master Van never did, either...

...I don't want to. He doesn't want me around, he said so...

[fononfailure]

Both of us have made plenty of mistakes, Asch. Treating you the way he did was the biggest mistake Van could have ever made.

....we want you to.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

It wasn't a mistake... He got what he wanted, it worked right...

...I don't, though... You won't make me, then you'll be like him.

[fononfailure]

It will be if he ever shows up.

Why don't you want to stay with us?

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...I guess...

...I don't like you. Or Asch. Or anyone else who lives with you... Or the house...

[fononfailure]

Last time you said that, it was because you didn't want me to be hurt.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

[looks away]

[fononfailure]

You won't hurt us, Asch.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...I hurt you earlier... When I was going to hurt myself...

[fononfailure]

It made me sad that you felt that way. But you didn't hurt yourself, so it's alright.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...I still need to, though... I feel like it still.

[fononfailure]

We won't let you, Asch.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...That doesn't make it better...

[fononfailure]

It's okay. We'll work on that.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

But I need it now...

[fononfailure]

No, you don't need to.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...But I need something... There isn't anything...

[fononfailure]

What do you mean..?

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...There's nothing... I'm empty... I need to, then it hurts and there's something again...

[fononfailure]

If you were empty, Asch, you wouldn't worry about hurting us.

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...But I don't care... I don't want to, but that's only because I'll care later...

[scionofhispower]

...

Luke. Give him to me.

[fononfailure]

... *nods, carefully handing him over.*

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[looks up at Asch in confusion]