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[here's Asch, trying to sneak out of the house, Ran following behind. he has a backpack filled with some of his things, and he also managed to find a sword that he's carrying with him... he hasn't gotten too far yet, since the backpack's a bit heavy and is slowing him down, but he's trying. his arms are both pretty bandaged up as well...]

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...Asch is just mad... If he said that, it's not true.

...maybe.

It really isn't true...

He would know my worth best, though.

But he just said that because he's mad.

When you hear something like that over and over, you start to believe it.

It's still not true.

...I'll have to see if he still thinks so after all this.

...If he still thinks you're worthless then he's bad.

It's not as if this is his fault.

It's his fault that he's being mean about it.

What else would you expect him to act like?

I do't know... He could at least try to make it better...

He told me that it wasn't worth it, and he was going to leave no matter what. He wanted me to be with him, but I told him no...

I've hurt him time and time again. It's too much. He deserves better than me. You'd be better off with him, you know.

I don't want just him, and I don't want just you. I need both of you or it's no good...

...

I'll try to make sure you can have both of us.

...Really?

Yeah. I want you to be happy.

...I want to be happy too.

Then you will be.

Promise...?

Promise. I'll do everything I can to make sure of it.

...Okay. [snuggles]

*pulls him close, kissing his forehead.*

...I don't like snuggling with you as much now.