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...that's what I get for not listening to him and trying to get near. *unconciously leans toward his hand, craving even the smallest affection.* The actual hits didn't hurt as much as the fact he acted like I wasn't even worth being treated like a person.

[ Baaaw. D: Okay~ Hope you feel better. :< ]

... [shifts around, drawing him into a hug, remaining otherwise silent]

*snuggles up against him and clings as tightly as his wounds will allow.*

[shifts to sit more comfortably, letting him cling as he likes]

...at least you aren't telling me how much I screwed up.

I figure you're well aware.

Hasn't stopped everyone else from repeating it. The more I hear it, the more I think it'd be better for me to just leave.

[ You have Time Warner too? :/ ]

... Maybe I subconsciously knew that, and stayed quiet because I don't want you to.

....you're probably the only one.

[ Yeah, I wish there was a better internet provider around here. XP ]

[squeezes his shoulders a little] Friends, remember?

*hugs him tighter.* I'm not sure what I should consider everyone else, then.

[ It was Version back in Maryland. DX ]

[enjoying this, in a sort of oddly detached way] ...I'm not sure, either.

*happens to be very content to just cling to him. not having someone to snuggle was surprisingly painful.* They all either got mad at me for screwing up or had to go and remind me how worthless I am.

[Luke has always been a cuddlebug. A part of him is a little awkward, given who he's cuddled with, but he's doing a very good job of ignoring that part.] Well then their opinions don't much matter. [ruffles his hair]

*hey, if you can't be comfortable cuddling yourself, how can you be comfortable cuddling someone else? no that it makes even the slightest sense.* I guess so, but even if their opinions don't matter, Asch's does. *even though Luke doesn't care for having his hair fluffed, he tilts his head towards it.*

[ LIES. You've never had one. And because even domestic shipping is a bitch. ;; Whatcha getting? :o ]

[it's more the tension between 'himself' and Ana that he's awkward about.] ...yeah. With any luck, he'll cool down. [encouraged, he continues to ruffle the hair]

I hope so. I don't want to go through another episode of being away from him. *lets out a quiet purr-like noise, closing his eyes.*

[ AAAAAH. That explains it! |Db .....damn copyright-infringing make-up. XD JPQUEEN. GO FOR THE POOOOOOORN. <<; That's why I usually wait until I can buy a bunch of stuff at once. I can't stand to spend so much on shipping for one item. D8 ]

...Maybe he'll be willing to make an exception. If on that principle alone.

... *gives a pathetic laugh.* I don't know if he was just venting, but he basically said he didn't care about that kind of thing.

[ YUS. That's the way to go! :D WOOOO. I wish dad could do that. But seeing as how we're both unemployed, not happening. XDD ]

[hugs him a little tighter] I know I won't be able to help much in that regard or in the regard of you not getting some ~~unless the mun decides to be horrible again~~, but if there is something I can do, you tell me.

G..getting some? ~~No, please, be my guest.~~ *really can't believe he said that, seeing as how bashful he can be. obviously he must've meant something else and Luke's mind was just being perverted from lack of Asch. right..?*

[ SHINY~ FUNYAMAFU. UNF UNF. *DROOLS* And you did a lot better than I did, money-wise. I just commited to buying something for close to a thousand. *A*;;; *GUILTGUILTGUILT* ]

[raises an eyebrow] Well surely if you're fighting you're not together in the bedroom, either. ~~Let him bang Ana into the wall first.~~ [Luke has periodic moments of brazen perversion.]

Well, n..no.. Hadn't been with him in that manner for a while. I think I've worn him out or something. ~~Just so you know, Luke is spying on that, oh yes~~~ *the two of them both seem to be like that. openly sexual one moment, then bashful about something mundane the next.*

[ Scaaaaaans~ :3 Twinkle Dive has me excited too. I'd been planning on buying some Funyamafu soon, but NOT ANYMORE. ...dolly. 8< UNF UNF. ]

[cracks up] I guess Asch has his limits, too. ~~Good, 'cause Luke is displaying some fantastic traits. XD~~ [isn't it fantastic? he bumps his forehead against Luke's]

*snorts, nudging at his head and hugging more.* Seems that way. He said girls can go at it longer, though I don't know how true that is. ~~She's gone from plain pervert to voyer. XD~~

[ Thick doujin are so intimidating, I understand completely. Maybe we can encourage each other with mutual scan sharing. 8D; She's an Unoa Sist! I've been wanting one for years. *A* Sleep! Unless you want to do so at work. XD ]