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[fononfailure]

[ Having wandered around for some time after being bandaged from a fight with a tempermental Asch, Luke is still working on getting back home. But first a quick rest against a tree is in order. Who knew such a short distance would be so tiring? ]

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[theamazinggai.livejournal.com]

And yet you always seem so unhappy, even with him.

[fononfailure]

...I'm only unhappy when I hurt him. Otherwise things are great.

[theamazinggai.livejournal.com]

Right...

[fononfailure]

It's true. He makes me happy.

[theamazinggai.livejournal.com]

... [ moves to bring her knees up to her chest. ]

[fononfailure]

...funny how many people I can manage to hurt in one fell swoop.

[theamazinggai.livejournal.com]

It's just... My stupid thoughts that I could make you happier, even if it will never happen.

[fononfailure]

I almost wish that could be true, Gai. You mean so much to me.. But I've realized how.. hollow I feel without him. At first it was mostly because he's my original, now it's due to the fact I love him.

[ ....I am SO tempted to sic a hoard of stink bugs on the internet service here. 8( ]

[theamazinggai.livejournal.com]

And I suppose this place has continued on with the lesson of why I should never love anyone. I'm not surprised.

[ aww. :[ ]

[fononfailure]

Gai.. Please don't say things like that...

[theamazinggai.livejournal.com]

S-sorry.

[fononfailure]

... *moves forward enough to hug her tightly.*

[theamazinggai.livejournal.com]

[ tempted to pull away, but she just remains still. ]

[fononfailure]

I'm sorry. Just my existing hurts people, even if I try not to.

[theamazinggai.livejournal.com]

No, I... Shouldn't be clingy, or desperate for someone to care about me more than once... Whenever they feel like it.

[fononfailure]

I'll always care about you, Gai. I've never stopped.

[theamazinggai.livejournal.com]

As more than just a friend, I mean.

[fononfailure]

...that's what I mean, too.

[theamazinggai.livejournal.com]

Don't say that.

[fononfailure]

Sorry...

[theamazinggai.livejournal.com]

... [ does the stupid thing by gently kissing him, then pulls away and ducks her head. ]

[fononfailure]

G..Gai... *quickly moves away from her, covering his mouth.*

[theamazinggai.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry.

[fononfailure]

No.. I'm the one who should be. I never should have started this.

[theamazinggai.livejournal.com]

[ stands up, turning away. ] I should probably go.