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[ Having wandered around for some time after being bandaged from a fight with a tempermental Asch, Luke is still working on getting back home. But first a quick rest against a tree is in order. Who knew such a short distance would be so tiring? ]

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It might be better for everyone if they didn't care. You can't be hurt if you don't care. Worst part is, I thought I did think it through.

That wouldn't make you any different to how I use to be. [sighs] This may sound harsh but maybe you're just not ready to have a relationship with someone when you apparently can't seem to keep yourself from doing questionable things.

...if I leave him now, I may never get him back. I don't think anyone can truly understand why and how much I need him.

Edited 2008-10-08 03:07 (UTC)

...I never said you had to leave him. I don't think you really understand what it means to love someone yet, but maybe I stepping over the line for saying that.

What else would there be besides leaving him..? I'm not sure how much more of an understanding I can have. I'd almost gotten to the point where I wasn't doing anything with anyone but Asch..

...[sighs]

....said something stupid again, didn't I.

...I won't say anymore on this. [turns from her] Go home and get some rest.

... *curls up slightly.* You even sound like him. I can't help if I'm just a stupid, worthless dreck!

Stop it.

It's what he called me, so it must be true.

Fine then. Give up and be a worthless dreck if that's what you want.

It's not what I want.. but even trying my best not to be doesn't work.

You can start by telling yourself that you and Asch's well-being comes first before anything else. You can't help everyone without helping yourself and be considerate with your partner.

...I'll start doing that, then. And try to not get so wrapped up in what's right before me that I forget everything else.

...Maybe then, you won't have to go through this with him anymore. [turns and raises a hand to ruffle her hair a little, before turning to leave] You have a good heart, and a positive spirit. So I don't think you're some worthless dreck.

Ah.. *edges toward his hand and nods, smiling just a little bit.* I'll do my best not to think like that. Though it's hard after hearing him say those things..

...[recoils his hand, looking at it for a moment before putting it back by his side.] Give it some time...he's been hurt and probably need some time to himself.

*slouches slightly when he stops petting, attempting not to pout. it felt kind of nice...* So it would be best for me not force my presence on him..?

If you went to him right now, you'll probably just get the same treatment he gave you already. You need to give this some time to run its course before trying to talk to him again.

Alright. That makes sense. Not like there isn't plenty of places I can stay at in the meantime.

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