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*she's playing around on her keyboard again. And while she plays things that sound vaguely Emilie Autumn-ish, Epica-ish, and even growls a little, this is what she ends up playing*

Bow down before the one you serve.
You're going to get what you deserve.
Bow down before the one you serve.
You're going to get what you deserve.

God money I'll do anything for you.
God money just tell me what you want me to.
God money nail me up against the wall.
God money don't want everything he wants it all.

No you can't take it
No you can't take it
No you can't take that away from me
No you can't take it
No you can't take it
No you can't take that away from me

Head like a hole.
Black as your soul.
I'd rather die than give you control.
Head like a hole.
Black as your soul.
I'd rather die than give you control.

Bow down before the one you serve.
You're going to get what you deserve.
Bow down before the one you serve.
You're going to get what you deserve.

God money's not looking for the cure.
God money's not concerned with the sick among the pure.
God money let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised.
God money's not one to choose
No you can't take it
No you can't take it
No you can't take that away from me
No you can't take it
No you can't take it
No you can't take that away from me

Head like a hole.
Black as your soul.
I'd rather die than give you control.
Head like a hole.
Black as your soul.
I'd rather die than give you control.

Bow down before the one you serve.
You're going to get what you deserve.
Bow down before the one you serve.
You're going to get what you deserve.

Bow down before the one you serve.
You're going to get what you deserve.
Bow down before the one you serve.
You're going to get what you deserve.

Head like a hole.
Black as your soul.
I'd rather die than give you control.
Head like a hole.
Black as your soul.
I'd rather die than give you control.

Bow down before the one you serve.
You're going to get what you deserve.
Bow down before the one you serve.
You're going to get what you deserve.

You know who you are.

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Like a movie?

Kinda.

I guess that makes a little more sense, then...

The song's still kind of weird, though.

*shrug*

...How come you aren't mad at me today, but you were the other day?

One, new day. Two, music.

...Oh.

I like you better this way.

Most people do.

I still think you're pretty.

Heh, thanks.

You're welcome!

Is being pretty a bad thing?

No. Why?

...I was just wondering because of what you said the other day.

I was fucked over by Van, and I probably will be in shitloads of pain just to have one kid, if I don't miscarry first, thanks to him. So yeah, learn some fucking tact when it comes to people's bad memories.

I just wanted to know if being pretty is bad... You don't have to get mad at me for it.

Stop and think, okay?

I know... I'm sorry for being rude... I just really wanted to know.

... it isn't bad. But things can happen.

...Thanks.

...Why wouldn't you be able to have a baby?

Because I was really fucking young when I had one. It... messed up things in me.

[is silent for a moment]

...How young...?

Thirteen.

...Oh.

...And... It messed you up really bad? Forever?

I was told in ten years Luke and I have a kid, but... I wouldn't doubt it was divine intervention and I had miscarriages before that.

Does it do that to everyone...?