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[crimsonhavoc.livejournal.com]

What do I do... what am I supposed to do... Dying.... we....

*here be Asch, in his room, sitting in the edge of the bed. His head's in his hands, and he's muttering things to himself. He's finally snapped, and is going to pretty much shoot himself in the head soon*

Why... why us... him... me...


((this post is mostly for yes_itdoes , but anyone else can bother him. He's just gonna be staring blankly at whoever pokes him, and then he'll try to attempt to blow his brains out or something. Either way, he's gonna die soon. Possibly in this post.))

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[yes-itdoes.livejournal.com]

[his neck is a mess, but...] You're alive.

[crimsonhavoc.livejournal.com]

*looks up at him blankly* .... *if we're gonna talk messes, Asch looks worse off than him. His skin's paler than normal (if that's possible for a vampire), he has horrible bags under his eyes, and he looks like he hasn't fed in ages*

[yes-itdoes.livejournal.com]

[pretty much, the wounds from constantly reopening his neck on Asch's fangs? Just stopped bleeding] You're okay.

[crimsonhavoc.livejournal.com]

No such thing anymore....

[yes-itdoes.livejournal.com]

I took too much. Take it back.

[crimsonhavoc.livejournal.com]

No. I won't hurt you anymore.

[yes-itdoes.livejournal.com]

You need it more than I.

[crimsonhavoc.livejournal.com]

I hurt you enough already.

[yes-itdoes.livejournal.com]

[growls slightly, very intent on this idea] Take it.

[crimsonhavoc.livejournal.com]

*growls back, quietly* I am not going to hurt you anymore.

[yes-itdoes.livejournal.com]

You must.

[crimsonhavoc.livejournal.com]

No.

[yes-itdoes.livejournal.com]

Do you want to die?

[crimsonhavoc.livejournal.com]

... *doesn't say anything, but his eyes are pretty much screaming yes*

[yes-itdoes.livejournal.com]

... [slowly lets him go]

[crimsonhavoc.livejournal.com]

No more....

[yes-itdoes.livejournal.com]

[lowers his head]

[crimsonhavoc.livejournal.com]

We're both dying.... and it's hurting us.

[yes-itdoes.livejournal.com]

...

[crimsonhavoc.livejournal.com]

... I'm sorry....

[yes-itdoes.livejournal.com]

... [drops to his knees]

[crimsonhavoc.livejournal.com]

I-I still love you... But...

[yes-itdoes.livejournal.com]

[shudders, starting to cough]

[crimsonhavoc.livejournal.com]

..I can't even say that without...

[yes-itdoes.livejournal.com]

[shuddering harder, his ears only hearing "I want to die."]