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What do I do... what am I supposed to do... Dying.... we....

*here be Asch, in his room, sitting in the edge of the bed. His head's in his hands, and he's muttering things to himself. He's finally snapped, and is going to pretty much shoot himself in the head soon*

Why... why us... him... me...

((this post is mostly for

yes_itdoes , but anyone else can bother him. He's just gonna be staring blankly at whoever pokes him, and then he'll try to attempt to blow his brains out or something. Either way, he's gonna die soon. Possibly in this post.))

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[wiggles it around, wincing at the noise]

*pulls against the tentacles around his wrists; if Asch glances at him, he'd probably see a few tears falling from his eyes*

[he won't, because he's really trying not to see him]

Hurts....

[eyes open and ALL tentacles withdraw at that]

*falls back onto the ground, instantly curling up into a ball*

[instantly comes over, touching his face] I can't.

Asch... Asch, please....

... [picks up Asch's hands and puts them to his neck]

*tries to tug them away*

If you're to die... do it to me first.

*tugs his hands again* N-no! I asked you first!

I can't. I hear you cry in pain and I can't.

Y-yes you can! You have to!

Could you, to me, if you heard me cry in pain?

That... depends.

[several tentacles start stroking his legs] Depends on what?

I-if... If it'll stop your suffering.

Then do it.

Like I said, I asked first.

I've tried.

.... There's a gun under my pillow.

[one tentacle whips out and grabs it]

*gently takes it from him* ...

How did it get this far?