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[ Today, Luke is in his room. The door is very locked, and he is very unwilling to open it unless certain you are not one to assault people. He is also in an oversized shirt and his own pants, folded in a little ball wedged between the wall and the end of his bed. Feel free to knock, but he makes no promises to open the door. ]

[ so after a bit of an incident with

obsidianmotion, Luke is a little afraid of everything. Particularly so of any and all Asches. Mun also works from 3-Midnight CST, and isn't certain the office computer will be an outlet she can utilize. Thusly replies may be slow until late. 8D; ]

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[ locks the door again and promptly does, curling up and becoming tiny ]

...a..attacked? *sits down next to him, resting a hand on his back.*

[ YES. They have a new site, too. 8DD ~~Any day, any time is good, except Fridays in the afternoon, since that's when we go see the therapists. |D~~ ♥ ]

[ flinches away from the touch, scooting a few inches backward ]

Luke... I'm so sorry.. *instantly removes her hand and puts some distance between them, trying to hug her knees to her chest but failing.*

[ Ransom?? XDD; Last time I went there on Saturday, they had customers selling their extras outside. I came home with a 11" Yo-SD. <<;]

[ shakes his head ]

That kind of thing is never your fault.

[ That's crude. >: They do have some things for MSD, but the larger dolls are more popular. MSDs were my favorites, but I love small things. |D Since she was limited, it was $500 for her. Kinda makes me squeamish to think about it. <<; ]

..it's hard when so many of us here look the same.

[ When in doubt, steal her back? XD I had an SD sized doll before, and maybe it was just the wrong kind, but I didn't care for her too much. Too unwieldy. <<;; But yeah, the amount of clothes and details you can get for an SD size is pretty enticing. ...I think what really sold me on her, was that out of four dolls I've owned, dad liked her best. 8'D ]

Don't blame yourself. You're the victim.

[ Oh ho! IT'S A SIGN FROM THE HEAVENS! >8D ]

[ yeah, except he's shaking. ]

*carefully reaches out to brush the tips of her fingers against his hand.* ....I know you will be. You're strong.

[ flinches again, but shifts his hand to take hold of her fingers ]

*just holds his hand gently.* Even a little bit can hurt, you know.

[ XD It works enough that I was able to practice sewing a little bit on it. :Db ]

[ bites his lip ] I'm fine.

No, you aren't. And that's fine, but you have to acknowledge it to get past what happened, Luke.

[ WOOHOO! About as amusing as watching me attempt to learn to use a sewing machine, I bet! \8D/ ]

[ folds up a little ]

Luke..! You were raped, weren't you? That's enough to scar you mentally for a long while. I know that. I've seen it. I've been there. And it's even worse that it happened while you were like this.

[ That's fine. Maybe you can teach me a thing or two during your attempts. :'D ]

Edited 2008-12-05 04:06 (UTC)

I just-- [ folds up where he's sitting, pressing his face into his knees ]

... *she's going to risk it and hugging him gently.* No... It doesn't work. But it helps to let others in..

[ My mom might even been able help, as she has some experience in sewing. :> ]

[ and he's going to shake,-- a lot --but lean into the touch ]

*that's a start. he's going to continue to get a protective hug.* It'll take time to sort that out...

[ and after maybe a few minutes he can't quite take the proximity anymore and starts pushing her away gently ]

*quickly releases him, leaving only her hand to rest on his.* Ah.. sorry.

[ wasn't your fault, he was hyperventilating. so he shakes his head and leans backward against the wall a little, forcing himself to breathe normally ]