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[scionofhispower]

[Asch will just be over here, sitting in an armchair writing into a notebook. Every so often, he pauses and seems to look off to a corner of the room without seeing anything before going back to writing. Oddly enough, Mieu is with him, and he - amazingly - doesn't seem to mind the fact that the little guy's staying at his side. This might be due to the fact that he's preoccupied with other thoughts, though.]

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[scionofhispower]

You really need to ask?

[fononfailure]

I'm always screwing up. You kind of need to clarify which way it is this time.

[scionofhispower]

The same as always.

[fononfailure]

I haven't...

[scionofhispower]

I find that hard to believe.

[fononfailure]

Just because I've been an idiot in the past? Sure, I've made a mistake here or there, but I belong to you.

[scionofhispower]

Because it felt like you did.

[fononfailure]

...I didn't.

[scionofhispower]

Hn.

[fononfailure]

What do you want me to say? That I screwed up and I'm sorry? It doesn't change my stupidity. I'm trying very hard not to mess things up for everyone!

[scionofhispower]

...

[fononfailure]

I'm sorry for caring about people. I can't stand to see one of you suffering.

[scionofhispower]

...

[fononfailure]

...it was the first time I'd fucked up in a long while. I'm sorry.

[scionofhispower]

...

You say that you can't stand to see one of us hurting, and yet...

[fononfailure]

I know. It hurts you. That's why I hadn't planned on saying anything.

He was in agony. So I just used my hands. ...I won't even do that for him anymore.

[scionofhispower]

...

[fononfailure]

...I'll leave if you want me to.

[scionofhispower]

It's not supposed to be this hard.

[fononfailure]

I always make things difficult for you.

[scionofhispower]

Being in love with someone, being faithful to the one you're in love with. It's not supposed to be this hard.

[fononfailure]

...can't expect much from a defect, I suppose.

[scionofhispower]

You're a defect only so long as you continue thinking of yourself as one. It's time to stop hiding behind that.

[fononfailure]

*starts* But you're the one who said...

[scionofhispower]

And when was the last time that I said it?