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[walking through the halls while looking at some documents. he stops after a while to yawn, rubbing his puffed and tired eyes. he's definitely been up for several days, researching something]

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[nods]

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There was one that had hurt me so far. Only one.

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[just listens, holding him]

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[Takes his hand and writes down her name. His face is distant, but deep inside, a spiteful hatred for that girl exists.]


...my former Fon Guardian.

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[mouths her name, then holds his hands]

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[Sounding sheepish now, which is totally unlike him.]

Well, I shouldn't complain. I'm not a victim.

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[just holds him closer]

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...hm? You want to know more about me?

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["You're one of the few originals I've yet to get to know. You're also-" hesitates, thinking "-interesting."]

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[Chuckles.]

I seen quite a lot.

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[draws a question mark on his shoulder]

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...

[He hesitates. He knows he got someone stuck on him now. This why he pushed a lot of people away. There's a monster inside of him that hurts people when they close.]

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[holds him for a few seconds more, then reaches up and strokes the pulse point in his throat]

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[He gets tense and skittish at that and backs away. Here we go again.]

...

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[hands slow as he talks. "You're not the only one who's hurt people and felt they should regret it."]

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[Regret shouldn't exist in Ion's world. Ever.

Yet it does.]

...I tried to be responsible, but she wouldn't let me. She replaced me with someone else.

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[holds a hand out]

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[Eyes him carefully, keeping his distance as his poison is slowly spilling out.]

I'm not good enough...she choose someone inferior TWICE. She choose my replicas. I don't understand it! I tried to be nice! She's the one who pushed me away, not me! She destroyed me when she destroyed herself!

[Hyperventilates and practically wheezing, out of breath.]

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[grabs him, pulling him into a tight, hopefully comforting hug]

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[Yep, he didn't fight him, but he's still rambling. Oh Ion is so angry with restraint. So much restraint.]

Then she has gall to come back from the dead and choose one of the replicas as her lover and ran off without telling me! Why did she killed herself, then? I understand her pain! I understand her now!

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[just listens, rubbing his back]

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[Awww, he calms down and responds positive to that.]

Anyways, she's gone now, but she's haunting me.

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[just keeps rubbing, keeps holding him

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[A strange calm goes over him.]

And that's all.

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[still holding him, cheek against his hair]