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*is huddled in the corner of a room, arms over his head, as if trying to brace himself for something*

I-I'll be good... I'll be good, I promise....!


((...S-so you know Metalhead [crimsongrunge ]? I'm kind of jumping on the bandwagon here. Here's his nine year old self, before he ran away from his parents. S-SORRY FOR MORE EMO, BUT MAKE HIM HAPPY? 8DD))

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[sits down a few feet away from him]

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*just stares at him* ...

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[stares back, not sure what to do]

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...

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...I really won't hurt you... I'm the bad one, not you.

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Th-then... why would he hurt me..?

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...I don't know... People here said I'm not bad, but he hurt me anyway...

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....

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...I think he's the bad one.

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N-no... Dad isn't bad...

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...What did you do that was bad?

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I-I lived.

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That's not bad, though.

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That's what he told me... He said I was bad because I lived.

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It's not true, though... You're only bad if you disobey.

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Th-they always say... I'm a bad person...

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...If all you did wrong was be born, then you aren't the wrong one. They are.

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I ruined their lives.... I was a mistake...

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But you didn't pick to.

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....

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...You'll see. The people here will make you...

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....

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They're nice, though... They haven't hurt me the whole time I've been here.

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Th-they haven't....?