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[mirrorlocked.livejournal.com]

[Asch is sitting in a room with the door open (although he thought it was closed), in front of a mirror that he seems to almost be refusing to look into. His head's down and he's biting his lip as he starts to unwrap one of his arms, looking a little upset once he's done with that and sees some scarring. That doesn't stop him from going on to unwrap the other arm to find the same thing, though.]

...

[Seems to almost be talking himself into looking up and into the glass of the mirror, and it takes a few minutes for him to finally do so, biting his lip again as he slowly reaches up to the bandage on his left cheek, but he stops before he can bring himself to pull it off.]

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[littlesacredash.livejournal.com]

...it's okay... I won't help if you really don't want me to.

[mirrorlocked.livejournal.com]

[bites his lip] I-it's really not that... I just... I'm not sure if I... really want to see...

[littlesacredash.livejournal.com]

...oh.

...how come?

[mirrorlocked.livejournal.com]

[rubs his right hand over his left arm a little self-consciously] Because it might look like this...

[littlesacredash.livejournal.com]

(looks at it) ...what's wrong if it looks like that?

[mirrorlocked.livejournal.com]

...

[closes his eyes and turns his face away so he doesn't have to see any of the scarring]

[littlesacredash.livejournal.com]

...I don't get it.

[mirrorlocked.livejournal.com]

...last time, I... healed alright. You couldn't even tell anything happened. But...

[littlesacredash.livejournal.com]

...it's okay to have scars, though... I think they look cool.

[mirrorlocked.livejournal.com]

[shakes his head a little] I... it'll be a reminder...

[littlesacredash.livejournal.com]

...I don't get it. Why is that bad?

[mirrorlocked.livejournal.com]

N...nevermind...

[bites his lip again, opening his eyes and looking over towards the bed] You know... there's one favor you could do for me, though...

[littlesacredash.livejournal.com]

...there is?

[mirrorlocked.livejournal.com]

Maybe... you could give that to your sister... [nods very slightly towards the blanket on the bed]

[littlesacredash.livejournal.com]

...but it's your present for her... you should give it to her yourself.

[mirrorlocked.livejournal.com]

It's probably better if you give it to her.

[littlesacredash.livejournal.com]

...I will, but only if you come with me.

[mirrorlocked.livejournal.com]

I... I really shouldn't.

[littlesacredash.livejournal.com]

I don't wanna give it to her alone... it's your present, not mine.

[mirrorlocked.livejournal.com]

[manages a small smile] Y-you should just say it's from you.

[littlesacredash.livejournal.com]

But that's lying.

[mirrorlocked.livejournal.com]

Not if I made it for you to give to her.

[littlesacredash.livejournal.com]

...I still think you should give it to her.

[mirrorlocked.livejournal.com]

...

[littlesacredash.livejournal.com]

...please?