http://unspokengrief.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] unspokengrief.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] abyssdressing2008-08-16 06:50 pm
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[Asch is in the kitchen yet again, this time holding a bag of ice up to his cheek and eye, face blank as he does so]
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[identity profile] unspokengrief.livejournal.com 2008-08-17 07:00 am (UTC)(link)
...It's hard... I just do those things when I'm mad.

[identity profile] bloodymelodic.livejournal.com 2008-08-17 07:03 am (UTC)(link)
You just have to work at it.

[identity profile] unspokengrief.livejournal.com 2008-08-17 07:07 am (UTC)(link)
...I don't need to here... So I can stop it, right?

[identity profile] bloodymelodic.livejournal.com 2008-08-17 07:08 am (UTC)(link)
Don't keep people away. And you can stop yourself from hurting them.

[identity profile] unspokengrief.livejournal.com 2008-08-17 07:59 am (UTC)(link)
...I don't want to be hurt by it, though.

[identity profile] bloodymelodic.livejournal.com 2008-08-17 08:01 am (UTC)(link)
... everything has a chance to hurt. And everything has a chance to feel like the best thing ever.

[identity profile] unspokengrief.livejournal.com 2008-08-17 08:05 am (UTC)(link)
But even if it doesn't feel good, at least it doesn't hurt this way...

[identity profile] bloodymelodic.livejournal.com 2008-08-17 08:13 am (UTC)(link)
I used to pickle my liver with alcohol, blacken my lungs with cigarettes, and sleep with random people just to have control of myself and try and be as happy as possible without letting people in close to be sad. And... Luke got in close. And I'm happy. Actually happy. Letting people in... it hurts, but you'll actually be happy.

[identity profile] bloodymelodic.livejournal.com 2008-08-17 08:15 am (UTC)(link)
It is. But... it's worth it.

[identity profile] unspokengrief.livejournal.com 2008-08-19 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
...They won't hurt me, right?
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