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[yes-itdoes.livejournal.com]

[holding onto something with a long chain, looking at his fist, looking like his mind is a million miles away] ... [slowly opens his hand to look at what's in it, then closes it again]

((He's going to try to feed. So this post will be NWS. Doesn't mean he'll succeed... but it does mean sex will be within))

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[crimsonhavoc.livejournal.com]

Then don't say anything...

[yes-itdoes.livejournal.com]

... [holds him close]

[crimsonhavoc.livejournal.com]

I need you right now...

[yes-itdoes.livejournal.com]

... Why?

[crimsonhavoc.livejournal.com]

No reason. Just fuck me, dammit.

[yes-itdoes.livejournal.com]

... [reaches down, rubbing slightly]

[crimsonhavoc.livejournal.com]

M-mm... *presses himself against Asch, face in his neck*

[yes-itdoes.livejournal.com]

[neck starts to change texture slightly as he rubs, holding Asch close]

[crimsonhavoc.livejournal.com]

*clings to him* Are you not hungry...?

[yes-itdoes.livejournal.com]

... I am feeding.

[crimsonhavoc.livejournal.com]

Mkay... just making sure...

[yes-itdoes.livejournal.com]

... [closes his eyes, taking a deep breath]

[crimsonhavoc.livejournal.com]

....You alright...?

[yes-itdoes.livejournal.com]

It hurts and is killing me to feel this way... I can't do anything for my abilities. I can barely feed. And yet, I can't stop feeling this way.

[crimsonhavoc.livejournal.com]

I-I'm sorry.

[yes-itdoes.livejournal.com]

This must be why she did this... she couldn't stop.

[crimsonhavoc.livejournal.com]

*clings to him a little more* Do you want it to stop?

[yes-itdoes.livejournal.com]

I don't want to die.

[crimsonhavoc.livejournal.com]

That doesn't answer the question.

[yes-itdoes.livejournal.com]

...

I want to stop being what I am.

[crimsonhavoc.livejournal.com]

... Same. Maybe then, could this whole thing be a little more normal...

[yes-itdoes.livejournal.com]

... [pulls his hand away]

[crimsonhavoc.livejournal.com]

*doesn't complain, just leans into him* Why does it have to be so fucking complicated...?

[yes-itdoes.livejournal.com]

[carefully hugs him] I don't know.

[crimsonhavoc.livejournal.com]

Life's too cruel.