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[Lorelei discovered the kitchen. And has no idea how it all works. so he's kind of twisting and turning everything that looks like it can be twisted and turned, having a lot of fun as he does this]

This cooking thing isn't half as bad as I expected it to be.

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Luke. You're breaking yourself with this. Is this what you want? You care for all of them but...

I can't force you to stop what you are doing. But I'm worried. So please don't do anything that you consider foolish.

...it doesn't matter. I'm already broken, so there isn't much they can do to me. If my suffering what it takes to help them, then I'm alright with it.

It's a small price for what they had to endure.

[doesn't know what to say anymore] Is you mind set on this?

I've tried being careful or just avoiding them, but I still end up wanting to help. I do try, for Aidan and Asch, at least. It's not like I want to be hurt. Unless it's by him.

Very well. [looks pretty serious] You are old enough to make you own decisions. If that is what you still desire... [more or less talking to himself]

... *and she thought Asch was intimidating when serious.* W..what would you recommend I do?

My scion... I can not tell you what to do. But... I wish you would think a little more about yourself. Your real desires and wishes. You don't deny them anything because you feel that you are responsible for their pain. Correct?

My real desires and wishes... Yes. Even if I'm not the Luke that was created from them, they still suffered because of our existence.

Surely you have some? What about the pain they caused you? I wish... that you showed that one human trait a little bit more. If only to...

I do.. To have a peaceful life with Asch. Other than that, I'm not really sure. But it was deserved, in a way. We ended up living his life for so long. What trait? Only to what...?

Did you ask for his life? Were you given a choice? [pauses] Selfishness. If only you would be a little more selfish.

I know I didn't, yet it doesn't help ease my guilt. ...that's something I was for too long. And the last time I was selfish, it hurt both Asch and Guy.

You are once again too good-natured. But I guess that's what a lot of people like about you. ...That time back then, you were a child. You're more mature now. I believe that you would know the boundaries. [pauses] This is how I see things. Please don't take them personally Luke.

It helps to balance out the mistakes I make. ...that was recent though. I wanted them both because I was a fool. And I still am.

It's alright. You must be wiser than me.

... [places a hand on Luke's head]

I am not wiser Luke. Not at all.

*blinks, smiling at the touch.*

But you've existed for so long...

[ruffles her hair]

Of course. But there are so many things I need to learn.

*beams, nudging against his hand.*

There is a lot to learn.

[chuckles and pulls his hand back to give her another short hug]

I want to know it all one day.

*clings to him and snuggles.*

You probably will. ...can I ask you a couple questions?

[pets her hair]

Of course. Feel free to ask me anything. I will try to answer to the best of my abilities.

*purrs quietly, relaxing.*

How come you look like me and not Asch? I would have thought you'd have a form closer to his...

[keeps petting her hair, happy that she's enjoying herself]

It's... complicated. I wanted to find a balance but maybe I was concentrating too hard on what you looked like at the time.

Ah. That makes sense. Are you actually a human or do you just look like one? *looks him over without letting go.*

This body is human. While is wasn't created by normal means, it possesses every single human quality. I'm not sure in which category you would file that in.