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[blackparts.livejournal.com]

[ it's always great to wake up and find yourself randomly on the couch. randomly without clothes. and randomly a male again. it was the oddest feeling in the world, really, and once the disappointment of his once bountiful chest being gone passes him by...

he runs outside, throws his arms up in triumph, and has no real qualms with screaming loud enough to wake the dead. all while still very naked. ]

MY DICK IS BACK! PRAISE JESUS!

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[tothedeathofus.livejournal.com]

I'm gonna leave the cat here, alright? I don't wanna take him with me.

[blackparts.livejournal.com]

Why won't you stay?

[tothedeathofus.livejournal.com]

[Lowers his head] Because I'll want to hold you and touch you and I'll always have hopes that maybe we'll get back together if I do.

[blackparts.livejournal.com]

You never know, though. We both have some maturing to do, and I know we can stay friends. Just... Stay here. Asch is going to be hurt if she thinks we broke up because of her. I don't want her to run away.

[tothedeathofus.livejournal.com]

I don't want to hope forever. You know I'm stupid enough to wait for you that long.

[blackparts.livejournal.com]

So am I.

[tothedeathofus.livejournal.com]

[Just gives a laugh and shakes his head]

I just want you to know that I'm...not that heartless. If I said those things, it's because I was speaking out of my ass, and I was scared. Kids intimidate me. They want to imitate their elders and start acting like them. [And he knows this because he wanted to be like Guy at one point, how ironic.]

[blackparts.livejournal.com]

Yeah, yeah...

[tothedeathofus.livejournal.com]

[Just shrugs, since it seems Guy won't believe him. He begins to walk to the bathroom.]

[blackparts.livejournal.com]

Where are you going?

[tothedeathofus.livejournal.com]

[Points towards the restroom, wiping his face clean or trying to at least.]

[blackparts.livejournal.com]

Need help?

[tothedeathofus.livejournal.com]

No, just...[And disappears behind the door, closing it and locking before hearing a "thump".]

[blackparts.livejournal.com]

... [ can't help but walk toward the door, a little worried. ] Luke?

[tothedeathofus.livejournal.com]

I'm fine.

[blackparts.livejournal.com]

You sure?

[tothedeathofus.livejournal.com]

Yeah. [He's sitting on the cold tile, all curled up and crying quietly. He doesn't bother turning on the light.]

[blackparts.livejournal.com]

I'll just... I'll leave you alone. [ a moment passes before he even manages to reluctantly pull away, returning to his place on this bed. this time, however, he merely sits... another good moment passing before he brings his hands to his face, hiding tears that he couldn't stop. ]

[tothedeathofus.livejournal.com]

[Luke reaches into his pocket and finds his music player. He turns it on (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8tuvwxiPmgM&feature=related) and sings quietly.]