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[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

[here's Asch, trying to sneak out of the house, Ran following behind. he has a backpack filled with some of his things, and he also managed to find a sword that he's carrying with him... he hasn't gotten too far yet, since the backpack's a bit heavy and is slowing him down, but he's trying. his arms are both pretty bandaged up as well...]

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[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

But I must deserve it... No matter what I do, bad things happen.

[fononfailure]

That's called life, Asch. Everyone has bad things happen, but some of us just seem to get all the bad luck.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

I've never had anything good, though... I don't deserve good things. I only deserve bad things.

[fononfailure]

Wasn't the time with us good? And Ran?

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...It just was so I could get hurt.

[fononfailure]

That's not true.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

How do you know?

[fononfailure]

Because by saying it like that, you make it sound like Asch wanted to hurt you. Which he never would.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

How do you know?

[fononfailure]

I've known him for years, Asch. He does not hurt children.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

He hurt me.

[fononfailure]

This is all my fault. Not his.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

He's the one that broke our family...

[fononfailure]

No, I did by doing things I shouldn't have.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

But you can't stop it... It's not your fault you're broken.

[fononfailure]

..I can't keep claiming that's the reason. He's here now. I don't need anyone but him.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

Being broken can't be fixed that quickly.

[fononfailure]

I promised myself to him as his and only his. I broke that trust. Nothing else matters.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

It still broke everything...

[fononfailure]

I'm going to fix this, Asch. Just bear with me for a while...

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

It's just going to break again...

[fononfailure]

Then I'll keep fixing it.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

But I can't do this... I can't keep getting hurt...

[fononfailure]

...

You'll be doing the same thing as Asch. Maybe I should be the one to leave.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

I don't care if you leave or not, you're already fired...