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[tearsfrozen.livejournal.com]

[ absently writing something down, noting something from a book. he's also absently chewing on his left hand. his knuckles are bleeding, btw ]

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[fononfailure]

...I'm not sure if it matters.

[tearsfrozen.livejournal.com]

[ "It matters." ]

[fononfailure]

My wounds have been taken care of sufficiently.

[tearsfrozen.livejournal.com]

[ "That isn't the question." ]

[fononfailure]

...it depends on if he'll take me back.

[tearsfrozen.livejournal.com]

[ "He'll have to if he wants to raise the child." ]

[fononfailure]

...

If we still haven't fixed things by then, I'll give Aidan to him and leave...

[tearsfrozen.livejournal.com]

[ looks at him, blinking rapidly ]

[fononfailure]

It would be better that way..

[tearsfrozen.livejournal.com]

[ "How?" ]

[fononfailure]

I can't take care of him and he doesn't need to see that his parents don't love each other.

[tearsfrozen.livejournal.com]

[ "Wouldn't this change the future, change the child people have met already?" ]

[fononfailure]

...it may, but it can't be helped. I've done what I can to fix things.

[tearsfrozen.livejournal.com]

[ "That doesn't sound good." ]

[fononfailure]

Is it ever good to lose one you love?

[tearsfrozen.livejournal.com]

[ just looks at his hands ]

[fononfailure]

...maybe then he can be happy.

[tearsfrozen.livejournal.com]

[ "And yourself?" ]

[fononfailure]

I can't last long without him, so it won't matter.

[tearsfrozen.livejournal.com]

[ flinches ]

[fononfailure]

*runs a finger along the back of his bandaged hand.* That's what I get for hurting him.

[tearsfrozen.livejournal.com]

[ "You still don't deserve death." ]

[fononfailure]

It's fine. While I deserve worse than that, I don't want to live without him.

[tearsfrozen.livejournal.com]

[ looks at her, annoyed ]

[fononfailure]

...what?