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[ur-worstdream.livejournal.com]

[...well, look who it is. outside, in the snow, stands an Asch who looks a looooot like Metalhead. he's just staring up at the sky, hand held out to catch the tiny snowflakes, a serene look on his face for once. ask him where he's been, I know you're just dying to find out. who knows, maybe he'll answer.]

((idk. i felt like bringing him back.))

Comments

[ur-worstdream.livejournal.com]

I wouldn't trust myself with one.

[fononfailure]

You aren't that bad. Just... quirky.

[ur-worstdream.livejournal.com]

...Quirky?

[fononfailure]

Yeah, you know-- you have a different way of enjoying yourself.

[ur-worstdream.livejournal.com]

... When was the last time I enjoyed myself, I wonder.

[fononfailure]

Probably too long ago if you're this depressed. Hm. Maybe a hobby would help.

[ur-worstdream.livejournal.com]

It's not depression. It's just the matter of me finally accepting the cards that life's dealt me with.

[fononfailure]

So you're going to let yourself be miserable for the rest of your life? That's stupid! You get to be your own person now! Take advantage of it!

[ur-worstdream.livejournal.com]

No, I have a whole lifetime to regret what I've done. I've taken advantage of too much.

[fononfailure]

[ Okay, bad choice of words. Scowls, almost getting smacked in the face by a wiggling kidlet trying to touch the snowflakes. ] ...it's okay to move on, so long as you don't forget.

[ur-worstdream.livejournal.com]

How could I ever forget?

[fononfailure]

Forget to regret, I mean. We have to remember the suffering we caused, but that doesn't mean you can't be happy.

[ur-worstdream.livejournal.com]

How...

[fononfailure]

If I can find a way, so can you.

[ur-worstdream.livejournal.com]

I... don't deserve it.

[fononfailure]

Stop saying things like that! Feeling remorseful is enough reason for you have some happiness.

[ur-worstdream.livejournal.com]

[he falls silent, gaze lowering to the ground]

[fononfailure]

[ As does she. ...though Mr. Mini Marshmallow in her arms has decided he wants to investigate the sad redhead and waves a hand in his direction. ]

[ur-worstdream.livejournal.com]

... [he looks up and waves back, tentatively, of course]

[fononfailure]

[ She blinks for moment, the grins right along with Aidan. ] See? Even he likes you.

[ur-worstdream.livejournal.com]

...

[fononfailure]

How could you not trust a face like that?

[ur-worstdream.livejournal.com]

He's just ignorant to what happened in the past.

[fononfailure]

Maybe. But kids can tell if a person is bad. He wasn't fond of your younger self.

[ur-worstdream.livejournal.com]

I'm... still a bad person.