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[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

[Asch is in the kitchen yet again, this time holding a bag of ice up to his cheek and eye, face blank as he does so]

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[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

She was really upset... I just didn't want her to get more upset if someone saw her.

[bloodymelodic.livejournal.com]

That... that wasn't the right way to go about it. You probably freaked her more.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...I didn't mean to... I just didn't want someone to hurt her...

[bloodymelodic.livejournal.com]

You probably need to make things like that obvious. Like, tell her it's because you're worried.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...I'll try...

[bloodymelodic.livejournal.com]

She still shouldn't have punched you.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...I deserved it.

[bloodymelodic.livejournal.com]

You didn't.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

But I called her stupid.

[bloodymelodic.livejournal.com]

Just... next time, don't.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...It's hard... I just do those things when I'm mad.

[bloodymelodic.livejournal.com]

You can stop it.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...I know...

[bloodymelodic.livejournal.com]

You just have to work at it.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...It keeps people away.

[bloodymelodic.livejournal.com]

... don't.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...I don't need to here... So I can stop it, right?

[bloodymelodic.livejournal.com]

Don't keep people away. And you can stop yourself from hurting them.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...It's really okay?

[bloodymelodic.livejournal.com]

It's okay to be loved.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...I don't want to be hurt by it, though.

[bloodymelodic.livejournal.com]

... everything has a chance to hurt. And everything has a chance to feel like the best thing ever.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

But even if it doesn't feel good, at least it doesn't hurt this way...

[bloodymelodic.livejournal.com]

Asch...

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...Yeah?