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[ another day, another morning. he woke up, as usual, a mess in the blankets and sheets covering the bed, forcing himself to sit up to keep from falling back asleep and wasting the day in the land of dreams.

however, this morning? something was quite different.

a little too different. hello, bloody murder scream that could wake the entire dressing room! ]

[ ooc; this is what happens when i'm bored. yeah, jerk!guy ain't all that manly anymore. he is also in the house he lives in

tothedeathofus... but if you're creepy and/or passing by, you can check on him. the window is most likely open. and (s)he's topless, but hey! and, aha, nsfw. i did not expect him to be so compliant! ]

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Have a family?

And that's something you want now?

I don't know.

...I wanted to have a family, but when I was older. Like twenty-five or thirty. And then we got together and I sort of gave up the idea of kids. It's stupid that now that the chance is here, I don't think I want it.

A baby could be the best thing that ever happened to us... After what happened at home, that is.

...But now?

I know, I know...

This may be our only chance.

I don't know, Guy...

It's all up to you, Luke.

I'm not afraid, either way. [ she's a big fucking liar, of course, but she's trying to actually be a strong woman. ]

[Luke can tell] ...What are you really thinking, Love?

...If I get pregnant, it may mean being a girl forever. And even if I turn back into a man, it means having to take care of a baby. Sure, I cared for you... A baby is different, though.

A-and... I'm just afraid I won't be any good, or I'll embarrass you because it will hurt and I won't be able to hide it...

Guy, I want you to know that male or female my words still stand...I love you very much and I want us to be together for as long as possible.

What do you mean with that "won't be any good" or "embarrass me" stuff?

I'm afraid being female will change me, though. People are going to expect me to be different... I don't want to change. A baby would change me, too...

...I don't know...

Mm...[Kisses her deeply] I just hope you remain in love with me...

I think you know. Otherwise you wouldn't have said it?

[ was quick to return that kiss, a soft "mm" coming from her. ] Always.

...T-that's where part of my timidness from when I was a male came from. Not being good enough. Now that I'm a woman, I don't feel so inadequate, but... Just a little...

Don't feel like that...You're the best thing that has happened to me, Guy.

[ blushes, looking down again. ]

[Kisses her cheek] You are. I love you...

Thank you... I love you, too.

[Holds her tightly] You know...I'm sorry we fought so much before. I'm...so damn insecure, you really have no idea how much. I was always scared of losing you, and it made me so angry whenever there was someone else involved...I took it the completely wrong way and took the wrong approach in everything.

I'm just sorry that we didn't start off with a good foot...but I want us to be happy in this place. [Kisses her forehead] If it'll make you happy, w-we can do this...

And I'm sorry that I was so stupid. I suppose I took our relationship for granted, and went a little... Crazy in this place. After what had happened back home, though, I was just happy to be out of there and starting a new life. I should have been more respectful of you. You don't need to apologize...

[ kisses his cheek in return. ] Only if you're absolutely sure.

I don't want us to make the same mistakes again...not now that we're becoming a family.

Haha, you know you can bend me to your will...if it'll make you happy, I can't refuse.

Right... I promise I won't do anything stupid anymore.

It... It will make me happy.

I'll try to keep my temper down, then.

B-but...c-can I pull out before it happens?

Good.

If you remember to...