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[Lorelei discovered the kitchen. And has no idea how it all works. so he's kind of twisting and turning everything that looks like it can be twisted and turned, having a lot of fun as he does this]

This cooking thing isn't half as bad as I expected it to be.

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[just blushes brightly] You don't want to know.

*studies his face for a moment.* Seems like I might already know.

[tilts his head and gives her a questioning look]

An Asch that makes you blush and not want to talk about? Brings to mind a certain one.

Then you've also met him?

*quickly turns away to hide her reddening face.* Several times.

[frowns very softly] I understand. [broods to himself for a bit]

*remains silent, still not able to bring herself to face him.*

[finally looks back up] Luke.

*glances over her shoulder.* ..yes?

I apologize. You seem to be embarrassed. [doesn't quite know how to say it]

It's alright. I'm more ashamed..

Ashamed?

For doing things I shouldn't and letting him do the same.

Luke. My scion... You have to make some decisions soon, I assume.

...? I don't love any other but my Asch, even if I do care for them.

It was just.. mutually beneficial, at times.

Luke. You're breaking yourself with this. Is this what you want? You care for all of them but...

I can't force you to stop what you are doing. But I'm worried. So please don't do anything that you consider foolish.

...it doesn't matter. I'm already broken, so there isn't much they can do to me. If my suffering what it takes to help them, then I'm alright with it.

It's a small price for what they had to endure.

[doesn't know what to say anymore] Is you mind set on this?

I've tried being careful or just avoiding them, but I still end up wanting to help. I do try, for Aidan and Asch, at least. It's not like I want to be hurt. Unless it's by him.

Very well. [looks pretty serious] You are old enough to make you own decisions. If that is what you still desire... [more or less talking to himself]

... *and she thought Asch was intimidating when serious.* W..what would you recommend I do?

My scion... I can not tell you what to do. But... I wish you would think a little more about yourself. Your real desires and wishes. You don't deny them anything because you feel that you are responsible for their pain. Correct?

My real desires and wishes... Yes. Even if I'm not the Luke that was created from them, they still suffered because of our existence.

Surely you have some? What about the pain they caused you? I wish... that you showed that one human trait a little bit more. If only to...