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[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...Luke, I need to give you something.

...Asch, I can give it to you too, if you want.

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[fononfailure]

I think it will. You won't be like this forever.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...You really think so?

[fononfailure]

*hugs him tighter.* I really do. Because I understand how you feel, and I know you can overcome it.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...You understand how I feel? How?

[fononfailure]

I used to think a lot like you after Asch brought me back.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

But you aren't bad.

[fononfailure]

Hmm. Depends on what you mean by bad.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

You aren't a bad girl. I'm a bad boy, I misbehave.

[fononfailure]

You're also a child. That's what children do. And I think some would count trying to off yourself as bad.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...You tried to kill yourself...?

[fononfailure]

For almost the first three months of being like this. ....and then again recently.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...Did you get in trouble?

[fononfailure]

No. Asch just prevented me from doing so, then held and calmed me until the urge passed.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...I just got in trouble.

[fononfailure]

*rests her cheek on his head.* ..then I'll do just like Asch did for me. That should help, at least a bit.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

I haven't tried for a long time, though... I'm okay. I think, at least.

[fononfailure]

See? You're doing really good, Asch. You are getting better.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

I only did that when it was really bad, though... It just hasn't been bad here.

[fononfailure]

That's still better than I was. You're very strong to have made it this long and we'll make sure it doesn't get that bad again.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...I still don't think I'm strong.

[fononfailure]

That's okay. It takes time to see it.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...Really?

[fononfailure]

Yep. Sometimes I still think I shouldn't be like this, or that it's wrong.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

I like you like this, though.

[fononfailure]

...you do? Why..?