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...I don't know if I want to, though... And if he's your son then he comes first. I'll be okay... I can take care of myself. Or I can go live with someone else...

*kneels down, offering a hug to him.* I care for both of you the same. I'm not going to let either of you go if you want to stay.

[takes a step back from her, looking away] I don't want to stay...

...please stay. For Asch and me...

...I don't like you. I'll be happier if I'm somewhere else. [looks down at the ground, trying to keep himself from shaking]

*sinks to the ground with a sigh.* .....

Why don't you like me anymore?

Edited 2008-08-07 04:24 (UTC)

...I don't want to hurt you...

Asch... *reaches out to take his hand, trying to draw him closer.*

[lets himself be pulled closer to her, not fighting it but not happy with it either]

*gently strokes his hair.* You won't hurt me by staying.

[starts shaking] ...He was here first... You like him better, you won't want me anymore and he doesn't like me so I have to go, and I'll be all alone again and it's all because of him again... I wasn't even bad this time, and I still have bad things happen, I don't deserve good things, it always make bad things happen...

*pulls him close, hugging him tightly.* No, Asch.. Just because he ended up here before you doesn't mean I like him better. I'll always want you, just like I'll always want him. I promise you'll always be able to stay with us and I will make sure you get to experience pleasant things.

No... You like him better, he's the good one, I'm just bad... I can't ever do anything right...

...I need to be punished again...

I like you just as much, Asch. And you are doing the right thing by talking with me now.

I'll never let anyone punish you.

...no...I'm bad... [struggles against her slightly, trying to pull away]

You aren't bad. *releases him from the hug, taking hold of his hands instead.*

...I need to be punished. [tugs on his hands, trying to pull away]

..if you think you need to be punished, then just let me hug you.

No... I need to go to the kitchen... [keeps tugging]

I won't let you hurt yourself, Asch. *continues to hold him firmly.*

I need to... I was bad... [keeps tugging, starting to get a bit desperate]

Shh.. you weren't bad. If you hurt yourself, it'll be worse than if you hurt me.

...I need to...

Not this time. There's no reason to.. You trust me at least a bit, right?

...but I really do need to...