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[ Having wandered around for some time after being bandaged from a fight with a tempermental Asch, Luke is still working on getting back home. But first a quick rest against a tree is in order. Who knew such a short distance would be so tiring? ]

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Heh.. Asch has said the same thing, basically...

...[slowly stands back up] Will you be able get yourself home now?

*nods, just watching him for now.* Should be able to. Thanks.

[nods] Try and avoid getting into anymore more trouble and get some rest.

I'm through with trouble for the time being. If I'm lucky, I might be able to hide from Asch in the guest room until I'm better.

...?

If he catches sight of me like this, he'll go ballistic.

I doubt a person can heal that quickly overnight. He'll take notice sooner or later.

...he may not even want to see me for a while, so that could give me some time.

...Never thought I'd hear something like that from you.

Like what..?

What happen, for you to be telling me Asch may not even want to see you?

Same as before. I'm just a worthless whore.

...

He's right to get rid of me. All I do is hurt him.

...[leans against the tree] Do you love him?

More than anything. I'd give my life for him again, if I had to.

Then why do you continue to hurt him? What is it that you've been doing, Luke?

That wasn't my intention. I didn't mean to.. I only wanted to help the other Asches here as well. But I was unfaithful to him in doing so.

Help in what way?

There's an Asch that is staying with us and he's overly sensitive to touch. Even the smallest thing gets him worked up in a.. sexual way. So much so that it's painful to him, so I tried to help relieve that.

...

So what you're saying is, his particular help takes priority over your Asch? I can see why he would be hurt.

N..no. Would you walk away from a friend who asked for you help?

I think you could've approach it differently. Would you like your husband to feel like he's being cheated on? What's more important to you, the one you love and would give your life up for? or to satisfy all your friend's need?

Everyone has already said that I screwed up, you don't need to tell me. I know Asch feels betrayed. He's made that clear. That's why I'm not going to do this anymore.