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[hymnotic]

[He's drawing something into the ground with the end of his staff, humming to himself as he does so. Every now and then, he pauses, tilting his head and letting his humming die away to assess his progress before he starts drawing again.]

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[hymnotic]

[notices the shadows moving, blinks a couple of times before turning]

[fononfailure]

*grins sheepishly at him.* Hi.. What're you drawing?

[hymnotic]

Nothing much, really...

[fononfailure]

Hmm. Something wrong, then?

[hymnotic]

Just trying to clear my head, really.

[fononfailure]

That helps you do so?

[hymnotic]

Usually, yeah...

[fononfailure]

...doesn't seem to be working this time.

[hymnotic]

A lot's happened.

[fononfailure]

Want to talk about it?

[hymnotic]

...

[draws another line on the ground] I don't know what to do...

[fononfailure]

About what?

[hymnotic]

[sad smile] To keep from hurting him.

[fononfailure]

...an Asch, you mean?

[hymnotic]

Mm...

[fononfailure]

Sometimes I wonder if that's just our lot in life.

[hymnotic]

...I didn't mean for things to turn out like this... I... I don't want him to hurt, and I don't want him unhappy, but...

[fononfailure]

It's not your fault. And as much as we may want to, I don't think we can take care of them all.. At least, not to the same degree...

[hymnotic]

It is my fault. [looks over his shoulder at her with a sad smile] I can't love him back.

[fononfailure]

*laughs quietly and shakes her head.* You'd blame yourself for loving someone else? That seems rather silly to me. It makes as much sense as blaming him for loving you.

[hymnotic]

I just... wish there was some way to not hurt him with this.

[fononfailure]

...that's not always possible. You just have to do what's right for you.

[hymnotic]

Therein lies the problem.

[fononfailure]

How is that a problem?

[hymnotic]

Just because I love Asch doesn't mean I'm not lonely...