abyssdressing | (no subject)

*oh ho! teasing him is always a good pick-me-up~* From what I've heard, a good deal of guys fantasize about two girls going at it. You and Ana could live that out.

[oh god could his face get any redder] Th-that's...!

True? I know I want to fix things with Asch so we can do it while I'm like this. I've come damn close to asking someone else just to sate my curiosity.

[blinks, suddenly snapped out of his embarrassment] 'Like this?'

... *makes a grabby hand motion before snatching his hand and pressing it to "her" chest. yes, he's trying to scare the living daylights out of him again.*

[and she succeeds, because up until he realizes there is no boob there, he's FLAILING like no other.] --! ... [blink] ...You're a guy again. [thank you, captain obvious.]

*snorts, taking sick pleasure in his spazzing.* Yep. I don't know how long I'll be like this, so I want to make the most of it.

... [frowns] Don't mean to rain on the parade, but isn't that what got you in trouble with Asch in the first place...?

... I mean with Asch. No one else. If I can get him to open up to me again..

[brushes at his hair, awkwardly] ... He's just hurt, you know. He's angry, but it's because he's hurt. You know how he doesn't like to express things. Just... give it a little time.

...he expressed it very well, I think. Calling me dreck, replica, and worthless gave me a slight hint as to how he felt. I still don't know if he just wants Aidan..

... He wouldn't give me a straight answer, but I can tell you he reacted whem I called him on how your... previous actions must've hurt him.

...

Why should you be sorry for what's true? 'm just a worthless whore.

I don't know about that. He's always had a hard time trusting and I betrayed that trust over and over. That's probably what hurts. If I blamed him, I wouldn't have stayed and let him call me those things and hit me.

--He hit you?

Just a few times with a book.

[looks torn between being angry with Asch and very distraught] Th... I mean I knew he always had a short temper, but... [runs his hand through Luke's hair again, idly]

...that's what I get for not listening to him and trying to get near. *unconciously leans toward his hand, craving even the smallest affection.* The actual hits didn't hurt as much as the fact he acted like I wasn't even worth being treated like a person.

[ Baaaw. D: Okay~ Hope you feel better. :< ]

... [shifts around, drawing him into a hug, remaining otherwise silent]

*snuggles up against him and clings as tightly as his wounds will allow.*

[shifts to sit more comfortably, letting him cling as he likes]

...at least you aren't telling me how much I screwed up.

I figure you're well aware.

Hasn't stopped everyone else from repeating it. The more I hear it, the more I think it'd be better for me to just leave.

[ You have Time Warner too? :/ ]