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[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...Luke, I need to give you something.

...Asch, I can give it to you too, if you want.

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[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...Good.

...You won't let anyone else see, right? Just you and Asch?

[fononfailure]

Nope. No one else will get to see this unless you tell me to show them. I'll make sure to keep it up and out of the way.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...Good. Thanks...

[fononfailure]

You're welcome. *hugs him.*

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

[hugs back]

...Some of the stuff I wrote isn't nice... I didn't mean most of it, though, okay?

[fononfailure]

...okay. I know we've had a hard time getting along at points.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

Yeah...

At the beginning, too. I wrote some bad things...

[fononfailure]

You know you can talk to me when I do things that bother you, right?

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

...I didn't before the last time. And that time I tried... But you just got mad.

[fononfailure]

..I did? I'm sorry...

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

The last time... Remember? When I ran away.

[fononfailure]

I wasn't mad at you though.. Just at that other Asch.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

You acted like you were...

[fononfailure]

I didn't mean to. But I don't want you to be hurt or to go through things you shouldn't.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

That really didn't hurt, though... I still don't understand.

[fononfailure]

Not all hurt is physical. Sometimes it messes with your mind without you realizing it.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

It didn't, though... It can't mess my mind up anymore than it already is.

[fononfailure]

... *ruffles his hair lightly* You aren't as messed up as you think you are.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

Yes I am. You didn't read my diary yet.

[fononfailure]

I've seen who you are. How far you've come. I don't think anything in there could change my mind on that.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

But I'm broken... I really am.

[fononfailure]

You aren't. ...I know someone who is. You're nothing like him.

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

Yes I am... I hurt myself, and those times I don't even know what's happening...

[fononfailure]

That's normal when you've been through something traumatic, I think..

[unspokengrief.livejournal.com]

But I just watch myself do it, it's like it isn't even me.