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[ it's always great to wake up and find yourself randomly on the couch. randomly without clothes. and randomly a male again. it was the oddest feeling in the world, really, and once the disappointment of his once bountiful chest being gone passes him by...

he runs outside, throws his arms up in triumph, and has no real qualms with screaming loud enough to wake the dead. all while still very naked. ]

MY DICK IS BACK! PRAISE JESUS!

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...Luke. Don't.

[Puts Sandwich down and lets him run. No point in taking him, or his bags. He leaves everything on the bed and throws a rather perturbed smile at Guy] I love you. Take care of yourselves, and I don't doubt you'll find someone new soon.

[ like he's just going to let him go, he stands up and crosses the space between them in only seconds, grabbing onto his arm rather hard. ] Don't you fucking take your own life. Don't do this to me.

[Hisses a little in pain, but otherwise doesn't pull away] Let go...

Not until you realize how selfish you're being.

It's unfair, Isn't it? I have to live for others when I don't want to live for myself.

... [ he can't help it. he moves his hand from gripping his arms only to be able to slap him. ] That's exactly what I mean.

[...Boy, did that hurt, and it made Luke's eyes to water and cry, not really knowing what to say about that hit. He just knew that his cheek burned.]

You're not the only one going through shit like that. I've gone through twice what you have and I'm still alive. Love lost isn't something to take your own life over.

Don't be so vain as to think you're the only reason I wanna do this. this is just the last thing I needed.

[And now he moves away, turning around and heading for the door.]

You're so fucking weak, Luke. You have no idea what real pain is.

I know I'm weak.

Why not try living on your own? There's no reason for killing yourself. Things will always get better, no matter how bad they seem.

Because I just don't want to.

Real mature of you.

[Just looks at him straight in the eyes] It's okay if you insult me or tell me all those things. I already knew all of them.

Live, Luke.

[Just leans up and gives him a small kiss] For all that's worth, I'm sorry.

Live, Luke... Please. You don't ever have to see me again, just... Don't do this.

It's the opposite. I wish I could be with you forever and be happy...I know I can't ever bring a smile to your face.

You don't have to be in love to be happy.

I'm always going to love you, stupid.

I loved you, Luke.

[Smiles] It went away that fast, huh?

It's still there... Somewhere. I-I just... I thought you would... The darker side of you was enough to kill my respect of you.